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AHflpefiEejMH 



EBAHrEAME KAK APAMA 



MocKBa 
PyCCKHH /^Bop 

1996 



YAK21 
BBK 86.37 
B43 



XyjICOKHHK K). Kocmuhuh 
OpHTHHaji-MaKeT B. Heanoe 
Koppejrrop K). EawiaKoea 



ISBN 5—88752—003—5 

© AO "PyccKHH fluop", 1996 



Ilpeducjioeue 

Hcnbimauue Mbtcjibto 



"Eeame/uie kok dpajm" — 3cuoiiOHumejibHaH nacmb 
Heony6nuKoeaHHOu cmambu "Kpu3uc co3namm " meope- 
mum pyccKoeo cuM8omi3Ma Andpez Eenozo (Eopuca 
HuKOJiaeema.Eyzaeea(1880 — 1934). TeKctn zomoeumcH 
k neuamu e Knuze "Hcnbimauue KpumcoM" (H3da- 
mejibcmeo "Pyccmiu deop"). 

MeJiHHCb npedcmaeumeneM noeozo penuzuo3Hozo 
co3h<zhm e Poccuu, Audpeu Eejibiu cmpeMumcR Haiimu 
omeem na eonpoc, 803mookho jiu npeodojiemb Kpusuc 
coepeMeHHoU oku3hu, Komopuu npoxeJiHemcH e pa.3- 
pyutumejibHbix cwiax: Meotcdoycodunx, eounax, 6om3HHx, 
HdKOHeif, "KOJiJieKmuenoM noMeiuamejibcmee "? Ceu- 
demenb deyx peeojuov^uu, nepeou Mupoeou bouhu, 
ornKpumuH Hdepuou smpzuu, oh nymKo ynaenueaem 
npudnuofceHue noeux KamacmpocpuHecKux nompnceHuu. 



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TepMun "6ozocsioeue " H3bmecKozo npoucxootcdemifi. 
XpucmuaHcmeo npu3uaem ezo "cboum" Jiuiub e IV e. B 
awmiHHocmu oice "meonozoM "wiu 6ozocnoeoM- 'na3biecuiu 
nosmoe, max kcik ohu 3ammcuiucb eonpoctmu npoucxootc- 
denuH uupa (kocmozohuh) wiu 6ozoe (uuipoJiozufi). B 
xpucmuahcmee — "6ozocnoeue" — ynenue o npupodeu 
cyuiHocmu Eooicecmea. (A. UlM.eM.an, Beedenue e 
6ozocnome, M., 1993. 

)Ku3Hb Xpuctna — Ctmeoji, mourn nepecenenM ecex ' 
cuHmemuHecKux ucKanuu nenoeenecmea. Bneu A. Bejiuu 
eudum enympeHworo uenocmHOcmb deyx npomueonojio- 
y/CHbix "6ozocjiomu": %3bmecKozo u xpucmuancKozo. 
TJosmoMy Hucyc Xpucmoc: 

— u ceemou Mupy; 

— u Boz o6pa.30e 6ozoe, 803hukuiux e ucmopuu; 

— u ceemon "JI" (He "%" — a Xpucmoc eo Mm "J. 

3. Hucmmima. 



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<J>Mrypbi EBanrejiMH ot MoaHHa ocjienHTejibHo HpKMe 

— ohm HapucoBaHbi KMCTbio orpoMHoro MacTepa: KpoMe 
ueHTpajibHoii (pwrypbi jkmbbimm npoxoflHT Myaa, <3>OMa, 
MoaHH, Kawacpa, IlMjiaT; ho ocoGeHHo 3KH3HeHHo IleTp. 

Mm HMTaeM cjioBa "BMizoeecmeoeaHusi", hjim npM-» 
HMKHJTB K CJIOBaM, 6oroMOjn>Ho; Mbl MX npMHMMaeM Ha 
Bepy; pacciwaTpMBaeM KpacKM m <pa6y.rcy ( kbk apaMa- 
TMHecKMH anM30/i; mbi He Moaceiw; o6paTHo:cjiOBa 
oTBepran, wccneflyn kpmtmkom HacraocTM ^aHHtix Kap- 
tmh, HeocMbicjieHHO mli OTBepraeM orpoMHyro npaBay 
acTeTMKH ctmjih, xapaKTepa Bcex komito3ml(mm; cica3aTb 
"BjiazoeecmeoeaHue" — npouseedenue, paenoe 
Patfiaajteeou Kucmu — oshmx ockop6mt, a flpyrMX — 
yflMBMT: kto OKHHeT cjioBa " EjiaeoeecmeoeaHux." B3opoM 
xyflOJKHMica? 3flecb — He no33MH: c stom mbicjibk) cKopeii 
corjiacHTCH w cKenTMK m mmctmk; rjih MwcTHKa o6pa3i>i 

JKM3HH XpMCTa npeBMUiaiOT MCKyCCTBO; flJIH CKenTMKa 

— b o6pa3ax 3tmx #aeTCH "Henpaeda"; no33MM HeT rjih 
Toro m apyroro. 

II033MH 3flecb npoHMi^aeT nocjiejiHMM (creHbi) KaMCflbiii 

IIITpMX 4>P a3bI > KOTOpbIM CTaHOBMTCH CMMBOJIOMJ Mbl B 

Patpaajie ambmmch BbicoKOMy TMny MaflOHHbi, yflMB- 

JIHeMCH KpaCOHHOM raMM€, OpHaMeHTy CKJiaflOK, B 



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KOTopwe KpoioTCH flMBHbie nepcoHa>KH KapTMH; HO 
H3amecTBo MacTew TOHeT b 5o3KecTBeHHO uejioM; b 
EBaHrejiMM coBepmeHHeii AeTajiw; cTpoMcawuiHH, 
npMflMpHMBMM B3IVIHfl He OTKpoeT nafleHMH "ctmjih" b 
He3HaiamHX HacTHocTHX. Tfle BKycoBbie oium6km? 
3HeprnH, cMcaTocTb w hpkoctb: kto HHTbiBaji 6ojiee 
KpaTKMii poiaaH? M kto BMflHBaji 6ojiee MomHyio apaMy? 
Tae "munbi" pejibecpHeii? Tjxe — 6ojiee o6pa30B? ■ 

Kto ace BCKpwHaji b M3yMJieHMM: "CmuAb Hanucanun 
EeameAua — uydo ucKyccmea?" — "EBaHrejiwe — 
3HaHMTejibHee wcKyccTBa" — otbctht, noxynuB rjia3a; 
ho 6biTb "6oAee" BOBce He 3HaHMT: oTcyrcTBOBaTb b 
MeHbmeM; h 3Haio iiokjiohhmkob Himme; ohm "3apa- 
mycmpy" cHHTaioT orpOMHefi CocpoKJioBbix flpaM m 

CJiafl^aMIHMX COHeTOBJ OflHaKO OHM pa36npaK)T "cTHJIb" 
HuLJIIie, 3B(pOHHK> CJIOB, HpKOCTb KpacOK H flHKMe pWTMbl 

jieTaiomeft <|ipa3bi; npwcyTCTBHe pMTMa m KpacoK He 
Mower yHM3PiTb rapMOHMK) "i^eAozo"; "i^ejioe" 6ojibme 

npoGjieM CTHJIMCTHHeCKHX; "VfiAOe" 3TO m b "cTMJie". 

BoMCTMHy "cmuji-b" HarmcaHMH Bcex neTbipex "Baozo- 
eecmeoeaHuu" , Kor^a Mbi BHMKaeM b Hero, npn6aBJiHeT 
Hawc MHoroe, mto HHKoraa He oTKpoeM paccyflKOM; 
BbiTacKMBaTb "npaedy Mopcuiu" H3 jkm3Hm KapTMHW — 
HaBepHoe 3HaHMT: y6nTb 3Ty npaBay, KaK npaB^y 
KOHKpeTHyio; MHoro BeKOB y6nBajiw KapTMHbi EeaweAuu 
B cicy/jHOM KaHOHe, oTxyaa HaxBaTaHHbix "hcthh", co3flaB 
BnenaTjieHHe, SyflTo m Hex HMHero, KpoMe "Mcmunbi" b 
3tom KaHOHe, b "McTMHe" }KM3HeHHOM Bcex HeTbipex 
" EAazoeecmeoeaHUu" cosp,ajm — xoflOTyio MCTMHy HameM 
pejiwrMM, BoopyjKMB npoTMB "ucmuHti" Minymux 

5KH3HeHHOH MCTMHbi: BapBapCKMM BKyc MOpajIMCTOB, 



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TeojioroB, ajuieropwcTOB 3a 20 crojieTHH ycneji saxBaTaTb 
nepejiwBHMe KpacKH w "pa.Ka.Mu" florMaTOB cracHyji 
cjiajFiaiiume phtmbi; Tan jhoam co BicycoM Gexzajm ot 
3TMX cTpaHMU, nponeHaTaHHbix jkhphmmm riHTHaMM 
najiti^eB crojieTHH; "cmpcmutyfet", noKpwTbie jkhphmmm 
nHraaMM najibueB, bomctmhy CTajm HeBitflKMbi (ctojibko 
Ha hmx oce^ajio w rp«3Ji h noTa); acTeTbi m cicenTWKH b 
HeoTMMBaeMOM cjioe, noKptiBiiieM cjioBa "EAazo- 
eecmeoeaHun" ', npwBbiKJiH pacciwaTpHBaTb TOJibKO 
"xodsmue ucmuHbi" — o, ne. no33UW. 6ojiee! 

Bot noneiwy Haflo hx pecxaBpupoBaTb: cMbi-rb Hciip 
M noT c yTOHHeHHbix KpacoK; npw3HaTt "Bjiazoeec- 
meoeaHUH" nepjioM no33MM: Ko^eKcoM "cmujisi" — 
BBicoKoro ctmjih! 



KaKoe SoraTCTBO ayuieBHbix hitphxob: JXoctoubckhH, 

TojICTOH npMMMTMBHBI CpaBHMTejIbHO C TOHKOM 

cTpyrcrypoH xapaKTepoB eBanrejiiicTa MoaHHa. KoHeHHo 
we: (pa6yjioK) flocroeBCKMii Bocnojib30BajicH b "Mhkbv,- 
3umope"; 3tot nocjie#HHH JKMBeT b Kawacpe, KOTopbra, 
XpncTa ocywflaH, H3JKmji 6ecKOHeHHocTb coMHeHMft; h 
— .zipaMy co3HaHMH; oh h He 3Haji, hto cBepuiMTcn; MoaHH 
yKa3yeT: Kor#a Kanaka rjiacHT Ha coBeTe cTapewiHMH, 
mto Jiyniiie XpwcTy nocrpaflaTb sa Hapog, oh daem 
npedcK0.3a.Hbe: cTajio 6biTb, eme He 3HaeT Toro, hto 
CBepuiMT; m He 3Han Toro, mto cBepuiHT, oh aaeT 
npeflCKa3aHbe o cMepTM Mncyca, rjiy6oKO npoHWKHyB b 
lejiMHJie MeccMii. J\&, Kawacpa ecn> cicenTHK; He BepnmHH 
B Bora; b BejiM^we Puivia oh BepMT; h — Pkm HeHaBMflwr; 



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Kor«a 6m oh Bepmi, He wtor 6m npe^a-n. ocyjKfleHbio Toro, 
Koro oh npM3HaeT 6bm> aoctomhoio McepTBow. 

Bot TeKCT: "Odun oxe U3 hux, nexmo Kauacfia... cko.- 
3cui um.: ebi Huuezo ne 3Hacme"(HH 11:49). Tyr 
o6pMcoBaHo: cxBaneHHocTb Boo6pa»eHbH MwcycoM: 
apyrwe He 3HaK>T Mttcyca: oh — 3Hdem; m roBopMT: "... 
jiynuie hom, umo6hi odun ueAoeeK yMep 3a Atodeu, 
HeotceAU umo6bi eech napod no2u6"(MH 11:50). 
IIpeflyKa3aH motmb ocyjKfleHbn: He "npecmyjuieHue" ecn, 
npwHMHa cMepTM, a CTpax nepefl Pmmom: Hapofl, 
o&bHBMBiiiM Mwcyca uapeM, BepoHrao, BoccTaHeT Ha Pmm 
m — norw6HeT; HaBepHoe, caM Kanaka oxotho BOccTaji 
6m Ha Pmm; m npM3H&Ji 6w Mwcyca: BeHHaji 6bi Ha qapcTBO 
Ero (npoTMB PwMa); ho oh 3opKiiH iiojimthk; Pmm cmjich; 
nycTb jiynuie yMpeT Tot, Kto, 6bm. mojkct, ^octomh 
b30^tm Ha npecroji. 

IlepeA HaMM — - iiojimthk m CKenTMK, 3aTaHBaK>mMM 
JKejiaHbH cbom (a scejiaHbH ero — He3aBwcMM0CTb Haujtti). 
Me^JiMT c pemeHweM oh: npeKpaTMTb 3KM3Hb Toro, Koro 
BTawne 6omtch ero "cyeBepwe" (oh cyeBepeH, KaK 
CKenTMK), m rae-TO 3By*niT b HeM: "A mojkct 6biTb, 3to 
— MeccMH: kto 3HaeT?" B HeM hto-to meBejiHTca: 
co6cTBeHHbiM aKT ocysKfleHWH oh npopuuaem: "Cue we 
oh CKa.3a.A ne ora ce6si... 6ydyuu Ha mom zod 
nepeocemyeHHUKOM, npedcK03aji, nmo Mucyc yjupem 3a 
napod..." (Mh 11:51). 

He cjrynaMHbi cjioBa — u npedcKa3Cut" n "ne om ce6n"; 
3to MecTo He BCKpbiTo; cJiynaHHocTb Tex cjiob Ha coBeTe 
b ycTax Kawacpbi ecu. cpaKTop, MeHHiouyiK Ham cmwcji 
noHMMaHbn; Kawacpa eme He 3HaeT, hto CKopo ocynwT 
Toro, Koro caM 5Ke CHMTaeT oh wepTBoio: acepTBa — 



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cBHmeHHa; He mojkct OHa 6brn» HenHcron; cjioBa Kanacpbi, 
cjieTeBiime c ycT Kawa4>bi cjiynaiiHO, — HeMeflJieHHO 
npMHHTbi: "C amozo dun tiojiohcuau y6umb Ezo" (Mh 
11:53). Boo6paMcaio ce6e noTpnceHJie Kawatpti: "npo- 
pouecmeo" cTajio pemeHMeM Tyr ace; ecTecTBeHHO, 
BbraywaeH 6biJi oh no caHy ero npHBecra b wcnojiHeHwe: 
Hbme "npoponecmeo" crrajio — HaMepeHbeM; oh HafleBaeT 
jiMHMHy airrepa; aiorepcTByeT oh Ha cyae: pa3pi>iBaHbe 
oflewfl, BcnbiiHKa rHeBa — aKTepcTBo: ajih tojuibi, ajih 
Hapoaa, KOToporo hjokho cnacaTb ot onacHocTM; Ka6w 
He cnaHHHOCTb PwMa, "onacnocmb" TaKOMy nojiMTMKy, 
KaK Kanaka, Ka3ajiacb 6bi 6jiaroM: /jjih flejia BoccTaHWH 
HysceH repoii — KaHAMflaTOM b iiapn; m oh — ecn,; ho 4 , 
HaBepHoe, Phm oflOJieeT; n crajio 6bm>, "6jiaro" b flaHHbix 

yCJIOBMHX TOJIbKO onacHocTb." bmhobhmk acejiaHHbix 

Haflewfl npeBpamaercH b JKepTBy: Ha JKepTBy h3jimji 
Kanaka npHTBopHbie rHeBbi cboh: pBaji OAeacau; Hapofl 
noflcTpeKaji. 

C tow MMHyrbi, KaK 6ei\noe cjiobo "npopouecmea" 
npMHHTo "deMM", oh BMHysKfleH flejio BepuiHTb; oh — 
BepuiHT; h — aKTepcTByeT - . oh — Mhkbm3htop Tenepb. 

3tot pMTM Ha3peBaK>meii apaMbi co3HaHbH 3a»caT b 
mmr TeKCTax; pacKpbiTbio hx Mor 6bi 6biTb nocBHmeH 
coflepHtaTejibHHM tom; HapncoBaHa HeBbipa3HMaa 
cjioJKHocTb Bcero noBefleHMH Kawacpbi c jieacameio 
ApaMotf nofl Hero, KOTopyio flOJiwceH oh BbiHecra; HMeH- 
ho: BCTpena co3HaHbH c rjiyxMM noaco3HaHbeM, KOTopoe 
BbipBajiocb BOBce HeBOJibHMM npopo^ecTBOM M B tot we 
MOT CTajIO 4>»ktom. 

B nHTM TOjibKo TeKCTax — cnJieTeHbe motwbob, ko- 
Toporo Mil He BcTpenaeM HMrAe y BejiMKwx ncwxojioroB. 



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Jlwuib flocroeBCKHW b "Jlezende" cBoefi oTpaacaeT MHbie 
M3 rpaHeft: cJioacHeiiiiieH MHCTepuH. flpaMaTypraio 
IIIeKcnMpa — BCKpwBajiw; y MSceHa 6mjim flocrojiHtie 
KpHTMKM. flpaMaryprMH EBaHrejiHH — rA e ? Kto b Hee 
yzjiy6jiHJic^ 



He flyMaio, hto6 Kanacpa ecTecTBeHHO HeHaBHfleji 
Mucyca; oflnaKo: oh BCio^y ctoht 3a tojiiiok, pa35KHran 
ee; stm praie cTpacTH IlMjiaTy npeTHT; oh 3a B3pbiBaMM 
yjiHHHbix nyBCTB npe3npaeT HHTpwry; m — bhamt 
HacKB03b Kawacpy. Mwcyc see nojiwTHK: ajih Pnnia 
onacHeM cTOKpaT Kanaka; IlMjiaT 3to 3Haer: flapwT oh 
u U,apsi" nyaeHM, #pa3HH Kawacpy; npwnyfla IIiwiaTa 

CTaHOBWTCH CHMBOJIHHecKMM tpaKTOM! M PWM KOpOHyeT 

Mwcyca uapeM My«en: "ce, Hapb Bam!" 

— "... Bo3bMM, pacnHM Ero!" 
Oh noBTopneT: 

— "Hapn jim Bauiero pacrmy?" 
Ho "MHTpMra" ynopcTByeT: 

— "Hex y Hac qaps, Kpoiwe Kecapn". 

3TOT 0TKa3 OT UapH MyfleeB CTaHOBHTCH BHOBb CMM- 

BOJiMHecKHM cpaKTOM wcTopHw; tjt npeapemaioT OHM 
pa3rpoMjieHne wepycajiMMCKoro xpaMa, paccemwe 
Haumi, nepenjieTeHbe ee c "rocy^pcTBeHHbiM npMH- 
uiMnoM" PuMa. 

Hon, "Kecapeiw" mm pa3yiweeM BcenrapHoe rocy- 
flapcTBO, KOTopoMy wyflew no3#Hee TaK njiaMeHHO cjiyacaT. 



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IlepBocBHineHHMKM ynaT UmiaTa: "He romm: H,apb 
MyaeHCKHH, ho hto Oh roBopwji, H Ilapb". 

M CMMBOJIHMeCKMM JKeCTOM OIIHTb OTBenaeT IlHjiaT: 

" hto h Hanwcaji, to Haroicaji" (Mh 19:21,22). 

TaK Mwcyc KopoHyeTCH Pmmom; m b Pwivre no3flHee 
B03flBHniyT npecroJi fljm HaMecxHHKa uapcKoro: nancKKii; 
m Bee KamnMHecTBO ecn. coneTaHte IJapH MyflewcKoro c 
Kecapeiw; BMecro y3HaHMH TaMHbi flByx npwHipinoB ("Iesus" 
w "Chrictus") noflMeHa, rae npnHu.nn Xpucma noflMeHaercH 
rocyAapcTBeHHbiM npHHijHnoM; npMHUwn Mucyca 
cTaHOBMTCH npMHUHiioM BJiacTM uepKOBHOw; "xpuc- 
moecmeo" i^epKoenoe ecTb ne3ywTCTBo; MHpcKoe 
(BcejieHCKoe) — hbho TepneT cbom jimk; m oe3jrnHHo HCHBeT 
B MCKajKeHHbix Menrax couwaJibHoro paBeHCTBa; cnop 
Kawaepbi c IlnjiaTOM npoflojDKeH 6opb6oM MMnepaTopoB c 
nanaMH, KJiepnKajiM3Ma c pacTymeH BiiBtpb fleMOKpaTOeM; 
no3flHHM IlMjiaT — Pooecnbep; Kanaka — CBHTeiimMJi 

CeflOK MHKBM3MT0p, BCTynMBHIMH Ha pMMCKMM npeCTOJI. 

XpwcTMaHCTBO pacKOjioTo: Kecapb w ijapb erajiw 
"mmpom" m "Pmmom". A IleTp — KJHOHapb ijepKBM. 

Co3HaHbeM flHeBHbiM Kawatpa 6mji cKerrrHKOM, a b 
noflco3HaHbe — cpaHaTMKOM, JKflymwM Meccrao — Uapn; 
"cpaHaTMHecKMii" IleTp, npM3HaBaH XpucTa, noHHMaji 
MaxepHajibHo ero KaK IJapn Mucyca; Hyrpo 3e.MHoe IleTpa 
oHCMBajio co3HaTeJibHO — b KaBep3ax KaMaipOBa flejia; 
CBoew 3eMHoio npoponecKOM BOJieio Sbiji Kawacpa, KaK 
IleTp, MeccwaHCKH HacTpoeH; KaK IleTp, 6bui cpaHaTM- 

KOM OH. 

B BaTMKaHe ohm 06a BCTpeTKJiMCb. 



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JKecT Kaitacpbi, pejibecpOM ctohuimm b HCTopwn, 
HeiicTByeT avryrHbiM hhctmhktom b IleTpe, TpoeKparHo 
oTpeKiueMCH, nycmo npojiMBmeM KpoBb Majixa. Oh 
njiaMeHHo HeHaBMflHT hswhhhkob, KaK Kawacpa; oh — 
Bpar 3jijiMHM3Ma m IlaB^oBOM jimhhh; Bce-TaKw: IlaBeji, 
naTpoH "xpncTMaHCTBa" ajih Bcex, ynpenaeT ero b 

OCTOpOJKHOCTMJ B CJIHIHKOM pa3BH3H0M o6lIjeHMM C 
HeBepHMMM M BO BKyUieHMM H3bIHeCKHX HCTBJ "(paHa- 

TMHecKMii" IleTp, o6Ha?KaiomMM Men, cTaHOBKJicH, rfle 
HyjKHo, IleTpoM "nojiMTMHecKMM", KaK... Kanaka. 

M IlaBeji, h IleTp — Myaew; ho naBeji npomeji 
(papnceiicKyio uiKojiy; oh Bbiiiieji M3 cepaua "sawwa"; 

npoiiaH CKB03b CTpOJKaMlHMM KaHOH, OH flOCTMr 

BejivmaPtwefi CBo6o#bi; b IleTpe OTpa3HJiMCb rpexii 
nyflan3Ma; w stk rpexw oTpa3HJiHcb cnojiHa, pacqBeraa 
MaxpoBo bo Bcefi MCTopuHecKoJi uepKBn: IJempoeou; b 
flyuie KJironapa xpwcTwaHCTBa 6biji TaiiHbiM pacmen; m b 
Hero, cKB03b Hero npoxoflHJi Kanacpa — Ha narrcKHH 
npecTOJi; KaTOJinnecTBo npoHMKajio noBciofly KaK bhobb 
B03pojKflaK>mMi5cH "Bemxuu 3aeem", no^3aKOHHbiM 
IleTpy, nojiHorpaHHeii cBepKajia THJKejian uepKoBb 

KaMeHbHMM XpaMOB BO BpeMeHMJ H0B03aBeTHaH UepKOBb 

Ka3ajiacb He qepKOBbio: epecbio, BOjibHoayMCTBOM, 
"KyAhmy-pou", flaJKe... HeBepweM npocTo. 

IleTpoB "xpucmuaHuu" — "pa6 u meapb", a He IlaB- 
jiob "cBoSoAHbiii"; 3aBeT naBJQiaHCTBa ("He h, a XpwcToc 
bo MHe "H") b onjioTHeHHHx KwipHHOM, KanacpoBoii uepKBH 

(Me3yMTMHeCKM-HHKBM3MTOpcKOM), JlblOmeH KpOBb MajIXa 
M KpOBb "xpUCVlUaH" C OflMHaKOBbIM CaTaHHHCKMM 



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ynopcTBOM, — 3aBeT naBJmaHCTBa ("He h, a Xpneroc bo 
MHe "H") npeBpamaeTCH Kndpoii b 3aBeT: "JJ ecMb meapno 
»": CTajio 6brn> — HeT Xpncra b MoeM "n": Ha^o mhoio 
XpwcToc. 

Ho "Xpucmoc" go XpwcTa Ha 3eivuie, — ho Xpuc- 
moc nado mhoio — 6biJi b BeHHWH: "fl ecTb H" MoMceesa 
ji03yHra: 6biji... MeroBoio. M cTaji oh naposnew MeroBbi, 
KynMHy MoMcen 3a?Keruni... koctpom mhkbhshumh; m 
KwcpHHOM itepKBM cBepuiaeTCH HBCTBeHHo: pa3- 
BonjiomeHMG xppiCTMaHCTBa b rpexM nyflaH3Ma; bch 
MyapocTb TajiMjieM — ocTajiocb BHe uepKBK, Kyaa 

KyAaM3M BJIHJICH, He My^pOCTb, a HW3MeHHOCTb; KaMeHb, t 

KOTopwM ynaji Ha wcToprao IleTp, — o, bo cKOJibKO 
onacHee, 3jiee, ry6wTejibHeM KaMHH, KOTopbiM y6nT 
nepBOMyneHMK, apxwflMaKOH CTetfiaH: b "B03jno6wTe flpyr 
Apyra" yflapmicn IleTp cbohm jio3yHroM, TinarejibHO 
noBTopHeMMM nanaMM "MHe oTMiueHwe". 

Ilanbi — HaMecTHMKM, KaK h IleTp, He XpucTa, a Ua- 
pn MyfleiicKoro: Mpofla. CaM no ce6e IleTp 6mji cbht; TeM 
He MeHee He cjiymKHo co3ByHMe 3Thx MMeH: Kauacfia m 
Ku0a (Kcp - K(|)). 



CTapoii TBapbio ctomt HejioseK y IleTpa. 

"IlaBeji... u36paHHUu He HejiOBeKaMM" — TaK HanM- 
HaeT nocjiaHHH IlaBeji. MoaHH HaHHHaeT BTopoe coSopHoe 
nocjiaHne B03rjiacoM "cTapen.". M — Ile-rp HaHMHaeT: ce6a 
arrecTyeT oh "pa6 m AnocTOJi" (BTopoe nocjianwe IleTpa). 
Mm jimhhh xpMCTMaHcTBa npejioMJiena naflBoe; "npo- 
noBeflb BojibHaH" nocjie yaapa no IlaBjioBOM jimhmh 



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cTaHOBKTCH "6yHTOM"; juo6oBb xpHCTMaHCKaH nocjie 
y/japa no jikhmm MoaHHOBoii — "pa6cTBOM". 
AnocToji h pa6! 

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Ilerp m Ilaseji 

JleihMoniBW IleTpoBa nooiaHMH — cra-niKa: "KaMeio." 
m "KaMeHHbi^ xpaiw" noflaBjraiOT cTpojKaiiuie co6paB- 
umxcH b xpaMe; "HaHauibcmeeHHocmh" 3flecb boabo- 
pHeTCH; «a 3aoflHo ym: nacTbipeHanajibHHK 3aBOflHT 

3HaKOMCTBO CO CBeTCKMM HaiajIbHMKOM M 063aB0flMTCH 
flo6pOCOCeflCKMM "flOMKOM M napKOM": M JOK IlaBJIOBO 

"Kecapio — - KecapeBO, Bory — Boscne" (pa3#ejieHne 
rocyaapcTBa m nepKBM) b IleTpe ooepHynocb: H3 ao6- 
poBOJibHoro c6opa noHcepTBOBamiH Ha nocTpoeHMe 
rocyaapcTBeHHbix Kanwm — ysacTweM B nocTpoeHHH 
rocyflapcTBeHKbix Karmm, b oSjraaHHOCTb floHocvrrb no 
"HanajibCTBy" npn3HaHna TawHCTBa noKanHMH: MepsocTb! 

M Tan — "6yflbTe noKopHbi.. HanajibCTBy... napio jim... 
npaBMTejiHM jim.... Criyrn, co bchkhm cTpaxoM noBM- 
HyMTecb rocnoAaM..." (IlepBoe nocjiaHwe IleTpa. 2:13, 14, 
18). 

3to McecT Kawacpbi, cjiOBa ero: "HeT HaM IJapH, KpoMe 
Kecapn". 

5Ke3Ji — >Ke3ji SKeJie3HbBi — flapwT cHMCxoflMTejib- 
Hbrii cseTCKM^ Ha^ajibHMK HaHajibHMKy flyxoBHOMy; Ilerp 
no3flpaBjiHeT co CBeTCKMM no^apKOM ero: "Bw — pop, 
M36paHHbiw, napcTBeHHoe CBHineHCTBo" (IlepBoe nocjiaHMe 
IleTpa 2:9); "nacnTe BojKMe craflo" (IlepBoe nocjiaHMe 
IleTpa. 5:2). 



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KaK — CTajiM CBo6ogHbie cmadoMl 
KoHenHo: 

— "Bh — TBapM"; "CMMpHTecb"; "M — noBMHyw- 
Tecb nacTbipHM". 

IlacTbipb, Mce3JioM (c HanepTaHweM Kpecxa) — 
npMHHMaeTCH apaTbcH KpecTOM, yrpoHcaH npoTHBHHKy. 

— "Cum no6ejKaaio". 

M py6HTCH yuiM, hocm HeocMbicJieHHMM MajixaM. 



B IleTpoBOM nocjiaHMM Bee 3to ecn>. 3flect »e3ji » 
no6eflMTeJia HBCTBeHHO npo6oflaeT uepicoBHoe oGmecTBo, 
Tejio Xpmctobo; m hhkhbt jvomumoz Tejio — apojKaiioie 
"meapu"; H flejio pacnHTMH "meapeii" b BeKax npo- 
qBeTaeT; ho BMecro "KpecTa" rjih y,zio6cTBa najiHT b 
"Kynune", 3aMeHHH "KpemeHwe BOflHoe" — "oraeHHbiM 
McnbiTaHMeM". 3p,ech noHBjraeTCH caM Kanacpa bo BceM 
o6jiaHeHMH 6jiecKa; caflwcTCKyio jiMHMHy npMKpbiTb 
jukmbom MacKoii (Bee tot >Ke aKTep), oh npHBeTCTByeT 
"jceprne eoccoeduneHue" — cum we cjnytyambcsi*. Cue 
— npwKjTiOHeHMe cTpaHHoe! 



8 



KaK see XpwcToc, pacnwHaeMbra mib c»JiraeMbrii 
(hto — Bee paBHo): pacnMHaHHe 3aMeHHJiocb co>KJKe- 



* "OrifeHHoro HCKyuieHvm, hjis KcnbiTaHKH ne Myw/iafh-ecb, KaK 
npMKJiioHeHKfl fljiH Bac CTpaHHoro BaM nocwjiaeMoro-."(nepBoe noc.iaHHe 
IleTpa. 4:12). 



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HMeM, Ryuaam, no TexHHHecKHM coo6pa«eHHHM tojibko 
— XpwcTOC, o6HTaH)muft b cepaue y KasK^oro? 

flyMaio — jimhmh KpHpbi, ywe 3aaBMBiuaH "nem hom 
v r a'pu, KpoMe Kecapx", flajitme nonuia... no nym Kawatpw; 
m cM3H0Ba noBTopmia y« 6biBinee: 

— "IJapb Bam!" 

— "PacnHH Ero!" 

— " IJapn jim Baniero pacnHy?" 

— "HeT y Hac napa, KpoMe Kecapa". 



— "Kto tu, nOKOpHblH MHe?" 

— "Pa6 m anocTOJi!" 

M Kecapt, ecTecTBeHHo, yMMjiHjiCH pa6i>eu yxeamKoii 
HaMecTHHKOB Kncpw, coflepjKHT "doMKOM u nwpKOM." — 
3a cBoero orpaaoft: b Hee xMTpoyMHbiw syxoBHbiH 
HanajibHMK cnepBa 3aroHHeT apoHcamee CTa#o; rfle 
mo5kho, OKpenHyB 3a cneT 6jiarofleTeJiH, He6jiaro;;apHo 
c6eperaeT ero, oS-bHBjiHH KecapeM, m — npeB3oiiflH 
Kawa(f)y (ao aflaKOM npbiTO He Mor oh aoflyMaTbcn: oh 
Beflb MeHTaji 06 H3rHaHw:n Kecapn M3 My^ew; m TOjibKo: 

HO THaTbCH 3a HUM no IIHTaM BnJIOTb flO PMMa; BbirHaB H3 

PwMa, 3acTaBHTb ero 5ochkom nofl BpaTaMM cTOHTb nejibrii 
flem> nepea flBepbio, — o, npoBM^eji jim Kawacpa, hto 
6yaeT? — ycbiHOBHJi 6bi oh KM<py!). 

Oho ysce Smjio: b MOMeHT oTpeneHMH Kn4>bi... A neTy- 
xm — hm npw neM: neTyxw npoKpHHaJW ajih Kn(pbi — 
anocTojia: jimhho oh cnaccH — pacnjrraeM bhm3 tojioboh: 
ho jb-ihhh Kn(poBa — neTyxoB He ycabmiajia; MoweT, b 
SyaymeM KpraraeT neTyx ajih Hee? 

Orroro-To bot k Hew, a He k Kwcf>e — anocTOjiy, 
crrporo HanpaBJieHo cjiobo TocnoflHe — nocjieflHee cjiobo: 



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"McTMHHO, MCTMHHO rOBOpiO Te6e! KOTfla TM 6bUI MOJIOfl, 

to npenoHCbmajicH caM w xo/jmji, Kyfla xoTan; a Kor.ua 
cocTapMuibcjj, to npocTpeuib pyKM tbom, m apyroH 
npenomueT Te6a, h noBeaeT, KyAa He xoneuib" (Mh 21:18). 
He MoryT cjioBa oraocHTbCfl k repoftcKoii KOHHMHe 
anocTOJia, iueflinero b cMeprt ao6poBOJibHo; o eMepTM 
aca3aji 6bi Tocnoflb: "Tw noftfleiiib, Kyaa xonemb". Ho oh 
roBopMT npo nym HeyroflHbie Kw(pe: Karaie *e nyra? 

nyTO KM(pMHOM JIMHMM. 

B hmx npesKfleBpevieHHO crapMTCH Kwtpa; ko BpeMe- 
hm MepoHMMa jok Bciofly BCTpenaeMCH c npn3HaK0M 
flPHXjiocrm, paanoMceHtH, nofljioroB, pacnafla: He xoneTcp 
KH£p e - anoCTOJi y mecTBOBaTb b Pmm: Kawatpa, npouiefliiiM 
ckbo3b flBept OTpeneHMH KM<pbi, ckbo3B KM<py; Ha nyn,, 
mm oncpbiTbiM k flaJieKOMy PwMy, HBjweTCH BHOBb nepefl 
hum H3 "sepxoBHoro PMMa"; cBH3aBiHM npocrepTbie pyroi 
— BjieneT ero... k Kecapio: Kecapt #aeT eMy Mceaji co 
CBHTbiM HanepTaHbeM: "Cum nooew^aeT Ka noa "H03M 
mom"... cynocTaTa". 

M — py6flTCH yum. 



KMcpa cocTapwjicfl: ocTaHOBMJica; oh — cTaji, to ecrb 
craji oh npoTMBMTbCH fleMcTBMio XpHCTMaHCKoro MMnyjibca 

B SCH3HM: npOTMBOfleftcTBMe flefiCTBMiO MJIH MHepUMH 

OKaMeHeHwe, cTaTMKa, HapacTaHMe KaMeHHbix Mace; 
nocMOTpMTe, KaK MHoro b neTpoBOM nocnaHMM "kiimha"; 
oh crpoMT M3 "komka"; cpaBHeHMH, o6pa3bi, conocTaBjie- 

HMH C "KOMHejH,", TJiaTOJieT TocnOflb M3 nOCJiaHMH Kw(pbl 

oroiTb-TaKM TOUbKO o KaMHe; "H noAazaw e Cuoue" (rjiacwT 



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Focnoab) "KaMeHb KpaeyeojibHbtu"... Oh fljia Hac, 
BepyioiUMX, flparoqeHHocTb, a ajih HeBepyiomMX KaMeHb, 
KOTOpblft OTBeprjIM CTpOMTejIM... KaMeHb npeTKHo- 
BeHMH".(riepBoe nocjiaHne IleTpa. 2:6, 7. Kypcue ped,). 
OflyuieB^eHHbm TecaroieM KaMeHHbix Mace (BMecro flyui), 
o6pamaeTCH K nyuiaM nacoMbix: Bbi "m caMM, KaK.. KaMHM". 
TocnoflHHH pyKa fljiH Hero TBepfleneeT, KaK... KaMeHb - . 
"CMHpprrecb nofl KpemcoK) pyKy". "OrapaiiTecb, — roBopMT 
oh onHTb-TaKM? — aejiaTb 3Haraie meepdbun..." 

McTopMH — nepeTBepamia ero: 06 KcTopnio oh 
cnoTbiKajicH; b mctopmm xpwcTMaHCTBo IleTpa — Hapac- 
TaHHe KaMeHHbK KocHocreii; o6mecTBO KaMeHorecoB KaKoe- 
to — qepKOBb ero; nefi3ajK, b He% pncyeMbiM, TBapHoe 

"H", Hafl KOTOpbIM JTp030W, BOBHe, TOHHO KOMCHb, rOTOBbUfl 

cBajniTbcH Ha rojiOBbi — npoMbicji Eojkmm; He HoBbm, a 
BeTxnii 3aBeT nponoBeayeT oh. 

MoaHH ecrb rpaflymee, m6o oho — M3 Hanajia: H3BeHHo; 
IleTp - — npoiiuioe. Bee, *rro mhoh cka3aHO 06 MCTopuHecKoii 
uepKBK, jiejKMT b " EjiazoeecmeoeaHuu" : hpkhmh cqeHaMw; 
TaK, KaK anocTOJibi (IleTp, MoaHH) pa3MbitujiHiOT, 

flBHJKyTCH, KaK o6t>HCHHIOTCH JKeCTaMM CTpOMTCH 6y- 

flymiHOCTb MCTopMHecKMX nepcneKTMB xpMCTMaHCTBa; 
rpaflymee BJioweHo b o6pa3bi; KamflbiH Ma30K stom 

KpacOHHofl KHCTM eCTb CKMBOJI MCTOpHM: HTO He OTKpoeTCH 

to i ikom 3peHbH flonwaTHKa-MopaJDicTa mo. cKemraKa — 

30pK0 yBHflMT 3CTeTHK: yBHflMT KOHUenHHfO; 3fleCb B 

"BjiaroBecTBOBaHMM" no6e#HTejibHeK npaBflbi a6cTpaKUHM 
— npaB,qy orpoMHoro ctojih. 



It 

10 

MoaHH npo3Hpaji MHpbl JKeCTOB, KOTOpMMH CTajlO 
o6cTaHbe anoeroJiaMM Mwcyca XpucTa; noJioweHMe 
KaHCfloro flpyr ko apyry nepTMjio (purypti; y Kaacaoro — 
co6cTBeHHHH CTKJib', KaHCflMM BMflWT no-cBoeMy TaiiHy 
MwcTeprai: «M3Hb Mwcyca XpMcra; b xpwcTOaHCTBe ecTb 
cyMMa (pMryp; xpMCTnaHCTBo b anocnwiax 3aropajiocb b 
flBeHasua™ npejioMjieHMHx; MoaHH npejioMjineT b ce6e 
TaiiHy MMeHM "SI"; ara TaiiHa o-ncpoeTCH wwpy b rpnflymeM; 
IleTp — flaHHoe, MaTepwajibHoe, TeKCTyajibHoe; chmbojiob 
oh He HMTaeT: "Mucmepuu" h&t ajih Hero. Oh — 6e3 cjiyxa; 
He cjibniia pMTMMHecKMx BeHHKM Ayxa BOKpyr Mwcyca, oh 
Bcioay BptroaeTCH b TaiiHy co6biTMH c "meppamspH.'bi.M" 
cbomm npo3aM3MOM; mojihmt, r^e He Haflo MojinaTb, roBO- 
Pmt, r«e flpyrne NiojraaT, m MemaeT Mucmepuu. 

HeMy3bncajn>H0CTb IleTpa MacxepcKMMM iuTpnxaMH 
pwcyeTCH BCKwy: oh cjien — aaace Taiw, rfle, Ka3ajiocb 6bi, 
flojiweH oh BHHTb; npw nocjieflHeH TawHCTBeHHOH Tpa- 
ne3e BenepeM oh He o6BeHH: o6p«Aa He bm#mt; Mwcyc 
roBopwr: "hto H aejiaro, Teneph tm He 3Haemb"... m IleTp 
oTBenaeT Mwcycy, hto hot oh BOBeK He otmoct envy, TaK, 
HoraMM HeHMCTbiMM, xoneT xoflHTb oh 3a rocrrofloM. "Ecjm 
He yMOio Te6a, He HMeeiiib Harm co Mhok)" (Mh 13:8). 

EflBa jra JBiiiimicH oh Hacni b npomajibHOM 6ecefle c 
YHMTejieM: fla, HeoTMbiTbie Horn ecTb ckmboji HaMecTHHKOB 
qepKBM XpucTOBoii; noicpbrrbi ohm yHHjKeHweM: nancKyio 
xycpjno uejiyroT; ho KajKaoe uejioBaHwe — ecTb Komyn- 
ctbo: Horn nan o6BMcaic>T rpexaMH. 

Ilopa MX OTMblTb. 



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11 

M OnHTb-TaKM! TpHJKflbl OTpeKIUMMCH IleTp, He 

CBo6oflHbrii ot flyxa npeflaTejibCTBa, TaiiHo WHByiuero b 
HeM, nopajKaeTCH cjiobom Miicyca o tom, hto npeflaTejn. 
HaxoflMTCH — 3flecb JKe, Ha Benepe, c hhmh; m — aejiaeT 
3HaK MoaHHy, mtoGm tot Bonpocwji Mwcyca; MoaHHy 
OTKpbrro y?K hmh npe#a'rejiH; IleTp »e He 3HaeT: He 3HaeT 
ce6a caiworo (orpeneHMe — b Heiw yace: HepBM coMHeHMH 
npo6pajiwcb b noflco3HaHwe). 

He noHMMaeT, Kyfla yflajiaeTCH Hbrae yHHTejib: 
m y/piBjineTCH, nonewiy He noitfleT oh sa hhm. Ho XpwcToc 
OTBenaeT eMy: "Om'peHeuihcsi". M IleTp — oTpeKaeTcn: c 
hum oTpeKaercH Becb HCTopMHecKWM nyxb xpMcniaHCTBa; 
MHbie nym no-HHOMy Beayr: ot anocTojioB MoaHHa m 
IlaBjia; ho naBJia oh tohht; MoaHHa He bm^mt; nbrraeTcn 
TineTHo virtu 3a XpMcroM, ho, ycraB, oh caflMTcn; a jih- 
hmh IlaBjia npoxoffMT b /{aMacK H3 bodot nyflaM3Ma; y 
3tmx THHcejibix BopoT oh 3Ke XBaTaeT m Hflymero IlaBJia; 
"IIocTofi, noro/yi" — m HacmibCTBeHHo TaniMT Hasaa; mjui 

— TamjiTCH c3a^M; m bot — He nycicaiOT: He BbiMbiTbi 

HOTM. 

B MMCTepMM B3HTMH CTpaJKaMM Ta JKe 6ecTaKTHOCTb: 

— npojurrae kpobm; nycTb "Men pasdejiwHyuyuu" — iiohht 
anocTOjioM naBjioM KaK "pa.3yM", "opyoKueM Ceema", 
flejiHiUMM e^MHCTBo 6e3JiMHHoro "cTaga" Ha jimhhoctm, ho 
H3 5Kejie3a neTpos pas^ejunomnw Men; xapaKTepno: oh 
cwmboji HacMJMH (Men 3tot) hocmt; ceneT yxo Manxy; cener 
b Bepemme BeKOB BepemtLiy hocob n yinefi; aaxce ooJibiiie 

— rojioB. 

Yxo MaJixa He 3a«mio! 



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B hohb nepefl B3jrrweM TpmKflBi He itohhji oh Tocnoaa 
h nocjie homm — orpeKCH, 0Tpe3aB ce6n ot Kpeera; y 
KpecTa ero — HeT; y KpecTa — MoaHH. 

Mcnyrajiacb KpecTa h IleTpoBa TflHcejiaa uepKOBt; 
— ycTaB ot roHeHMM, OHa noKJioHHJiacb npefl KecapeM; 
pyny cboh) npoTHHyB b BaraKaH; yBeHHajiacb bchuom 
BaTMKaHa Ha nancKOM npecTOJie. 

12 

K rpo6y 6eHcajin: k IleTp m MoaHH; (no EBaHrejuco ot 
MoaHHa) y IleTpa — oTBep/teBiroie Horn; moh — OTCTaeT, 
npnGeHcajiM ko rpo6y: k rrycTOMy; MoaHH noHHMaeT m 
Mojina ctomt nepe,q rpo6oivi. IleTp — MefljieHeH b 
noHKMaHMM, KaK m b Sere; noTOM TOJibKo oh noHMMaeT, n 
flyMaio: flyx 330TepnKH HeKoraa oco3HaeT; noKa — 
6ecco3HaTejieH oh. 

FoBopMT Pyziojibcp ITlTeMHep: "Po3eHKpeKH.epbi" — 

06lHMHa, KOTOpaH pa3BHBaJia... flyXOBHOe XpMCTHaHCTBO. 

Po3eHKpewnepoBCKoe o6mecTBo crpeMMJiocb BbmecTH... Ha 
cBeT rjiy5oHawuiyio wcTMHy xpwcTnaHCTBa; oho Ha3bmajio 
h HjieHOB cbomx "xpucmuaHajnu MoanHa"*. 

Ho Kucpa — CTapaeTca: oh poseHKpeiiuepoB — tohht. 

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3aKMHyBiHH ceTM (Ha 03epe TMBepwaflcKOM), jK.neT pbi6; 
ceTH nycTbi: npn a^aKOM noHHMaHMH aym He HaJioBMUib; 
a yrpoM anocrojibi bhaht: Ha 6epery ctorji XpwcToc; MoaHH 

* PydoAbifi IllmeuHep. "EBaHreJiwe ot MoaHHa". KypcwB Ha npaBax 
pyKonwcM, iHTaHHbifi a Kaccejie b 1909 rofly (14 jieKUKM). PyccKrai 
nepeBofl. 



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— yKa3yeT, BocKJoocHyBiiDi: "3to — rocnoflt". Oh y3Han 
Mucyca b ocjierorrejn>HOM "o6Auice". 

IleTp — He y3Haji. 

He BM^aBiiM Ero b cMepTHoii crpa^e, He yBHflaji Ero b 

paflOCTTi; TclK JKe He BMflWT M JIMHMM HCTOpHHeCKO# uepKBM". 

BToporo IIpjiiHecTBMH. B HaiiBf nacbi — HM^ero, HHnero 
He y3Hajia OHa. Orroro-xo Mucyc, npe3npaioiiprii cyflb6bi 
IleTpa, h cnpamitBaeT TpjoKffbi: "Chmoh... jnoSraiib jm tm 
MeHH?" 

Ilocjie paccnpocoB, rjiyxan, neTpoBCKan UepKOBb 
ycjiMiiiHT: "kru 3a Mhok>". 

Ho, pBaHyBUiwcb, OHa omyrMT cBoe pa6cTBo: ee npo- 
tmb bojim BegeT — Kanaka. E# hjokho ynopHoe My- 
SKecTBo: c6pocHTb njieHeHMe. Tojioc "3a Mhok»" — 
pa3flaeTCH. 



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AnocTOJi H3biHecTBa naBeji — ooienHTejibHO HOBbiii 
b J^aMacKe, m BerxHM bo MHoroM eme — He noxo?K Ha 
IleTpa. BiaecTo iuiothbix perajrafi, 3Ke3Jia h Mena — 
oTpimaHbe pera.jm%, TMapbi, Hce3Jia m Mena: Ha6jno- 
flaTejibHocrrb, 3opKocrb, caMono3HaHbe, CMnpeHwe; m — 
HeflOBepwe nojraoe k "no3e" neTpa. 

06 MoaHHe mojihwt oh (o Bcrpenax MoaHHa n IlaBJia 
cKyAHeiiuiiie cBefleHwa); ho neTpa 3Haex oh: Bciojry — 
HBaHHbrii, aoKyvmBhrii, nofl03pMTejn.HbiM neTp: TopMO- 
3ht ero flejio (BcejieHCKoe aejio). IlycTb IlaBeji, KaK Caan, 
oTKpoBeHHo flpywmi c Kamadjpoii; raaji oh Xpucra; IleTp 
— oTpeKCH; m oh c KaMa(|)OM cBH3aH; a naBeji — nopBaji 
c KaitacpoM. 



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IlaBeji He BM^eji Xpwcra, ho oh 3Haji: XpMcroc — 6mji; 
oh yBHfleji npMmecTBHe b cepaue cBoeivt; m oh 3HaJi: 
HejioBenecTBo cTajio cboSoaho; csnmeHCTBO Jieeumoea hm- 
Ha npourjio, pecraBpauKH HMHa Jleeuma IleTpoM 
pa3flpa»ajia; eech huh hh k neiviy; w He BMfleji oh 
"npe/iecmu" pecTaBpaqiai: npecTojia, cBMpenoro Eop»KMa, 
lipoma 



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Meacfly IleTpoM m MoaHHOBbiM Hobhm 3aBeT0M — 
moct IlaBJia; anoxa — CBo6oflbi m nyrb "6e33aeemHOc- 
mu"; IlaBeji, totobh nyrH MoaHHy, rpeMMT Ha IleTpa H3 
"TIocmlhuu" — 3a KpenKyio KaMeHHocTb: "Mw 6e.3yMHbi 
Xpucma padu, a ehi Mydpbi eo Xpucme; mu HeMOU^nu, 
a ehi Kpenmi; en e c/taee; a Mm e 6e3uecmuu" (1 Kop 
4:10). 

Be3yMne 3,zjecb — 6e33aBeTH0cra.; BeTxo3aBeTHocTt 
we — "KpenKocmb" . Eiwy HenpHHTHbi w ccopbi o 
nepBeHCTBe: MHorocTb "saeemoe" b 3aBeTe; o6oco6jieHwe 
o6iuecTBa "KOMeHomecoe" — npeTOx; m oh cepflMTca: 
"Ilaeeji m, vjiu Auomoc, uau Kucfia, vjiu Mup, uau 
0KU3Kb, vjiu cMepmb, vjiu nacmosivuee, vjiu — 6ydy\yee, 
— see eatue; ehi oxe Xpucmocoebi" (1 Kop 3:22, 23). 

Ha3oiijiMBbiH "Kwcpa" — BejibMO Ha rjia3y. "AnoJi- 
noc" — hm npw ieM: fla, o Kwcpy npeTKHyjioct IlaBJioBo 
^ejio; oh 3HaeT, hto uapcTBMe BOBce He b cjioBe: "C 

5Ke3JI0M npMflTM..., MJIM C JIK)60BbH3..?" Me3K "KHCpCKHM" 

?Ke3jroM m jno6oBhK> MoaHHa (iae» BeTXHM w Hobwm 
3aBeT0M) BHyTpw xpnerciaHCTBa jieiKHT 6e33aBexHoe flejio 
anocTojia. 



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Kn<pa crpoMT orpaay, cnocooHyio b oysymeM cmcHyrb 
"wenesHMO flaMoii"* ApojKai^yio Tsapb: npyme (naBepHoe, 
pa3yMeeTca "Kucpa") "KMeiOT... BjiacTb, He nane jm mm? 
OflHaxo mi>i He nojQ>30Bajmcb ceio BJiacTbio" (1 Kop 9:12). 
IlaBeji npoTMB "enapxnw" {"kh<pobo#", "anojuiocoBoft", 
"naBJioBow"): "ajih MyaeeB « 6mji KaK MyAeft, *rro6bi 
npno6pecTn MyaeeB; rjih noA3aKOHHbix 6wji KaK 

IIOfl3aKOHHbIH... flJIH HyjKflblX 3aKOHa — KaK HyjKAMH 

3aK0Ha... fljiH Bcex h caejiajicfl BceM..." (1 Kop 9:20, 21, 22). 
Oh Mor 6bi CKa3aTb: "H ajih <t>HXTe 6bui <I>HXTe, ajih 
Hiiitfiie h Hnume". Tyr Kucpa, yMeiomwJi c IlaBJioM 
nojiaflMTb, rfle HyjKHO, Be^b IlaBeji TaKoii nonyjmpHbrft; 
3a MHeHMe IlaBjia "ajih Bcex a 6bui BceM", noflHHMaeT b 
wcTopMM rpoMKoe flejio: "A ajih aHTKxpMCTa CTaji 6w 

aHTMXpMCTOM TbI?" IlaBeji MOJKeT OTBeTMTb.' "fl caM 6bIJI 

aHTHxpjtcroM, 6ysyHH CaBjiOM; h tw — oTpeKajica; ivm 
npaBflbi XpKCTOBoii h craji 6bi c aHTHxpucTOM roBopMTb 
Ha ero H3MKe, nponoBesyn npaBsy XpMCTOBy — 
aHTMxpMCTy: 6mji 6w c aHTHxpHcroM, CTaji 6bi aHTMX- 
Pmctom!" Kmpa 3anoMHMJi onacHbie IlaBjiOBbi mmcjim; m, 
ceB Ha npeeroji, nanaji MefljieHHo coSwpaTb cbom Kocrep; 
oh npomecTBOBaji b MMp Ha mienax nponoBeAHMica IlaBJia; 
npoiifla, Kyfla hjokho, cKa3an coTOBapnmy: "OraeHHoro 
McnbrraHMH He qyjKAawcH". 

M bot 3aTpemajiM Kocrpbi nofl /JatopAaHo, nofl TycoM, 
BKyuiaBUiHM 3anpeTHoro; IlaBeji 3anpeTHoe mm pa3peuiaji: 
"Ecjm kto M3 HesepHbix no30BeT Bac, m bm 3axoTHTe nofrm, 
to Bee, npefljiaraeMoe BaM enibTe 5e3 BCHKoro wccjie- 
AOBaHMfl" (1 Kop 10:27). "KaK w. JIiOTepa, KaHTa, 
KonepHMKa, <t>Mxre m "Ecce Homo" (<J>pwApHX Humiie)?" 



"3Kene3Haji aaata" — HiopHfieprcKoe opyane m>iTKH; 3to KaMeHHwfi ^yxjwp. 



I 



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— flonpauiMBaji Kntpa; n B3opBaBiiiMcb IlaBeji BCKpwHaJi: 
"m6o flJM Hero Moeii cBoSoge 6biTb cyflUMoii nyacoio 
coBecn.10? ". Paflw nyHcoft, pa6cKow coBecin Kwcpbi floSasmi 
oh: "Ho ecroi kto cKaMceT... 3to MflojioMcepTBeHHoe, — to 
He enibTe... paAH coBecm.. CoBecn. 3Ke pa3yMeio He cboio, 
a #pyroro._" (1 Kop 10:28, 29). /Jpyrofi — He ecrb coBecrb 
6eccoBecTHbix nan, a oTcyrcTBiie coBecni, noBMHOBeimeM 
Bbi6wTofi; IlaBJioBa jikhmh TyT flonycicaeT oumGKy: oHa 
paflM KaMeHHbDt ji6ob 3aTamiacb bo BpeMeHM TmeTHo: 
ceflow Mhkbm3Mtop TaKMoe aejiaer hbhmnl.. cropaeT Mojme 
cpe^b uiyinyKaHbH KJiHy3bi: "y TaiwnjiHepoB KaKaa-TO 
Ta#Ha". Ilopxaer flypHOH aHeKflOTHK CKB03b MpaHHbBi npw 
neB: "Dies ira!" * 

Jla, IlaBeji He BMCTymui c kpmtmkok cymecTByromeii 
BjiacTM; ho oh — npoTMB BjiacTM (Korfla Oh npwflacT 
UapcTBo Bory..., Kor^a ynpa3flHHT BcHKoe HanajibCTBo h 
BCHKyK) BjiacTb) — oh ecu. aHapxHcx; rocyzjapcTBeHHHK 
IleTp, BBinjieTaKHUMft c noMombio Kanadpbi y30pu 
nepKOBHoii nojiHTHKM m 6ojie3Hb aHapxH^ecKHX HammA 
oBeBatomnii #mmom koctpob; Ha koctpw BoccTaer Hejio- 
BeK cpeflM MHeHMfi IlaBjia: 

— fl — Ich. 

3to Ich nonojiaM pacceKaeT mchom npeflnpiiMMHH- 
Bbiii Kn4>a; H3 flsyx noJioBMHOK BeraeT: Jesus Chrictus; 
nponiefliHM^ cKB03b "H" Bbipacraiomeii jimhhocth; tohho 
H3 TBapHoro rpoSa; o "zpo6e", cjcpbiBajomeM "jwepmeew- 
Hocmb Mucyca Xpucma" — ymr IlaBeji; to — "fl"; 
nepe3 cinepTb npeBpamaeTca "fl" b HanepTaHne JKpkjhm: 
3HaK "JK" ecTb cjioHceHHe 3HaK0B J.X., mjim "JX", hto ecn. 
"J Ch" mjih ft. 

IlycTb Tep3aiOT cBo6oay #ep3aioineM coBecTn: MyKH 
paciurraa cjiowaT cBofxmy: (JX, J.X., JK). 



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"Oh flaji HaM cnocooHocra, 6bm> cjiyHcwTejiHMit Hoboto 
3aBeTa, He 6yKBbi, ho ayxa... MiweH TaKyio Hanewcfly, mm 
aeMCTByeM c BejiHKMM flep3H0BeHweM" (2 Kop 3:6, 12). 

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UepKOBt IlaBjia ecTb CBH3b nepe3 cepaue; ujib — 
cep#eHHafl nepenncica: "Bfai — Hauie raicbMO, HanncaHHoe 
b cepauax", roBopwT uepKBH sjijimhob oh; b 3tom uepKBM 
oh crpowT a4)MHCKyio uncojiy, aaiomyio... Apeonanrra; M3 
oajiee no3flHwx 4>parMeHTOB TeneT... MCKBOHocHbrii hctohhkk, 
BJiMBaacb b cepflua; Ha bjimhhmhx stmx necrpeer Haeroft 
PacpaajieBbix KpacoK, "<pyr" Baxa, "zuMHoe" HoBaJiwca; 

3JljmHCKMU MM(p npOIWaBJIHeTCH IlaBJIOM; H3BIHeCTBO B 

hobbix nyrax o6peTaeT Bejiracyio moiub xpncraaHCKOK 
KymTypbi. 

HaMecTHMKw Kwcpbi — Tyfla 3Ke: He npoHb 3aBecm 
"aneKdornuK" c KyjibTypoJi H3biHHKKOB: ax, TOJicTomeKioi 
aMyp-aHrejioic; 3aBHTyniKH KOKeTJDiBbix jiokohob "6apbnn- 
hm" cyrb ajuieropHM... uepKBM; CTbWJiMBbm a66aTMK w 
HejKHbiii npejiaT co34aH)T — Koe-HTo: pokoko m 6apoKKO. 
TaK cTMJib "Jesuite" ruioTHHOH h JKeMaHHoii — u,apnT. 

Hto Hce Kwcpa He cmotpkt? Ho KM(pa, ho Kncpa ^aBHO 
y*e cmotpht... c conyBCTBHeM: "TaiiHbrii poMaHHMK BiKvme 
flonycTHM, ho ejiunnue MMnyjaca Bojkmh b nauiy H3bi- 
HecKoii MyflpocTH — HeT, HMKoraa; sto "zhosuc". 

IlaBeji rpeMMT Ha IleTpa: "Kor#a... IleTp npniiieji b 
Ahthoxmk), to h jiwhho npoTMBocTaji eisiy" (raji 2:11). 
IloHeMy? IIoTOMy hto cHanajia oh "en" c HenecrMBbiMM 
Bnjiorb ,qo npHxofla eBpees, nocjiaHueB MaKOBa; bhah 
"o6pe3aHHbix" h 6oHCb, hto ero yjiwraT, — "cxaji TaMTbcH"; 



k 



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"Kor^a h yBMfleji... cKa3aji IleTpy: ecyiw tbi, 6yfly*oi Myne- 

eM, HCMBeittb IIO-H3bIHeCKH... TO flJIH Hero H3bI*IHHKOB 

npMHywAaemt jkwtb no-nyfle#cKH?" (raji 2:14). 

3aKOH IleTpa — TeceH: IleTpy, 0Ka3ajicH-TaKM y IleT- 

pa BTMXOMOJIKy OT MaKOBa... Co6cTBeHHbIH, aHTKOXjritCKHJf 

"poMaHHux": Tax KaK ace onjaM Me3ywTaM, raeTyupiM 
cBoooay KyjibTypbi, ce6e He no3BoroiTi> MrpMBocTew c 
"Mep30crHMM MwpoM MCKyccTBa"? Ohm flonycTPum Teprot- 
Mbiii pa3BpaT Me3ywTCKoro ctmjih MpaKa roneHKH Ha 
"BojEbHbix" KonepHMKOB, c "doMOM mepnuMocmu" KaK- 
to yfloSHee, HeM c "doMOM", c "ce/wbeu"; nycTb ohm 
ocTaiOTcfl 6e36paHHMMM; b KpateeM we cjiynae — mojkho". 

"pOMaHHMK" B03M0JKeH. 



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CoJKMraeMbiw IlaBeji, roHMMbifi IleTpoM ckbo3B Beica, 
co3flaer "3apamycmpy", "AHmuxpucma" w "Ecce 
Homo"; seaex nejioBenecTBO 6yHT0M k... MoaHHy; h 
BeHHbiM JKm^om nepexoflMT no cTpanaiw, 6pogH b 
6e33aK0HHHX 6yHTa. Oh — yMep ajih Hnmiie... KaK 6ydmo: 
oh — 3KMB b aejie Hwuiue; oh — BCTaHeT: 3a Humue; m 
rojiocoM rpoMKMM o6t.hbmtch: "Mw — neumecmHbt,, ho 
Hac yaHamm:... nonumawm yMepxuuMu, «o eom Mbt, 
OKuebi". 

XpwcTa — Mwcyca oh BeflaeT: He njioTHHoro Mwcyca; 
B Xpucre o6i.HCHHeTCH jimhhocts Mucyca; XpwcToc 
MCHe3aeT b mctopmm uepKBw; 6opb6a KaTOjinnecTBa c 
IlaBJioM, 6ops6a flByx Hanaji, flByeflMHoro "H"; 3flecb 
BceJieHCKoe "Ich" — pacnaflaeTcn: b "I" h "Ch"; ot 



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Mucyca k XpMCTy nophiBaeTcn IleTp; h — He mohcct; oh 
ecTb ue3yum; ot XpMCTa k Mwcycy w^h, npeTtncaeTCH 
IlaBeji o... KaMeHb, KOTopuii eMy wcneKJio Ha KocTpe 

KaTOJOIHeCTBO. 

B Anti-Jesus'e He ono3Hajiocb "xpmctobctbo" ho- 
Beftiuero BpeMeHM, m Ha3biBan ce6s Hnijme aHTM-Me3ynT, 

He aHTMMe3yWT0M: aHTMxpHCTOM! 

B IlaBJIOBOM JIKHHH CBepHyTa HBHO 6o5KeCTBeHHOCTb 

Jesus'a m yw He "Jesus", a cBepxnejioBeK b nejioBeice: 
"He H, a... XpwcToc". "XpucmuaHcmey" IleTpa HenoHHTHo 
"xpucmoecmeo" aHTHxpncTnaHCKoro IlaBjia; h IlaBeji 
IleTpoM oKjieBeTaH. 

Hmiujim oh SpoflMT; a IleTp BbicTasjiHeT ce6n b BaTM- 
KaHe; "... He cMeejvi conocTaBjiHTb mjim cpaBHMBaTb ce6n c 

TeMM, KOTOpbK CaMH ce6H BblCTaBJIHIOT"... MX JDlHHOCTb, 

KpameHHan TOapoio, b IlaBJie y«e — ooojioHKa: "Ha 

JDtHHOCTb JIM CMOTpHTe?" (2 Kop 10:7, 12). 

MH^MBHflyyM "ST' npnno^HHJiCH Ha# Hero: "KaK MHorwe 
XBajiHTCH no njio™, to m h 6yny XBajiMTbcn... bh Teprorre, 
Koiyja kto Bac nopaSoiijaeT... o6T>eAaeT... o6wpaeT... npeB03- 
hocmtch, Kor^a kto 6beT Bac b jimuo... Ohm EBpew? m h. 

M3paMJIbTHHe? M H. CeMH ABpaaMOBO? M H. XpMCTOBbI 

cjiyjKMTejiH? (b 6e3yMMM roBopio:) h — 6ojibuie" (2 Kop 
11:18-23). 

IIpM3HaHMe IlaBjia, hto b HaBJioBO BpeMH cjiyjKHTejiM 
UepKBM XpwcTOBOM yjKe o6MpajDi — BecbMa xapaKTepHO. 

M IlaBeji CBoefi MCTopMHecKofi jEiroteM npw3biBaeT k 
BoccTaHMio npoTMB cBJUueHCTB m BjiacTeM; He TMapoio 
xBajMTcn: HeMombio; m — npw6aBjiHeT: "Hmhto — h, 
xoth bo MHe HeT HeflocTaTKa; flyxoBHbiM 6oraTCTBOM 
paBHHHDCb h anrejioM". BHeiune — "TBapb" b pyowme 
(IleTp) — "TBapb" B TMape. Oh — BHyrpeHHe — Bee: "Bbt 



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uuyeme doKOsamejibcmea na mo, Xpucmoc jm zoeopum 
eo Mne... McnbimMeaume cajnux ce6n... cajnux ce6si 
ucc/iedueaume... Mau ebi ne 3Haeme comux ce6n ..?" (2 
Kop 13:3, 5). 

Tyr nepeicjiHKaeTCH b 6ysyiHeM jimhhh IlaBjia c 3aBe- 
TaMM Hramie, KOTopbrii b cBoeM onbHHeHHW IlaBJioBOM 
flep30CTtK) IlaBjia He bh^ht. 

■ — "BHUKaa b ce6a" — IlaBeji rjiacMT TMMO(pejo; 
ji03yHroM "Bora no3HaH" (nyaeticTBa): "Ce6n no3Ha#" 
(ajUDiHCKMii jio3yHr) ecrb b HeM; tojibko ortbrr oTKpoeT b 
ce6e He ce6n, — a XpHcra: "Mjih bm He 3HaeTe caMux 
ce6n, tto Mwcyc XpwcToc b Bac?"... Ilo3HaB, oh no3Hae-r: 
"IIocJiaHMH IlaBjia aeiicTBHTejibHbi; TaK roBopMT oh: "O 
wlc dKe... y3Haeme, nmo mm, mo, ueM 6mmb do/ioKHu" (2 
Kop 13:5, 6). 

HaflO BOHCTHHy CTaTb HejlOBeKaMVI] H OTOpBaTbCH 

or TBapii: or #peBHero Bora, b KOToporo IleTp o6jieKaji, 
npe^cTaBjiHH XpwcTa... o5oHHK»mMM 3anax neneHoro MHca. 

Ot 9Toro "Bora" anocTOJi, nome;niiHM b ,Z[aMacK, y6e- 
JKaJi: He Bepnyjicn b TpaflHiiMH Kana(poBO-KncpcKoro 
xpaMa, o HeM roBopprr: "... h He ct&ti xor^a we coBeTOBaTbCH 
c njioTbio M KpoBbio, m He noiiieji b MepycajiMM k 
npeauiecTBOBaBiHMM MHe AnocTOJiaM..."(raji 1:16, 17). Hbho 
noflHepKHyro: IlaBeji M#eT b xpucrwaHCTBe ocoSbiM nyreM: 
"IfepKBOM XpucmoebtM e Mydee jiuhho a we 6bm umecmen" 
(ran 1:22). 

OnHTb-TaKw: IlaBeji cjioBaMM cbohmh oTToprHyji ce6a 
ot KaHOHa ITerpoBa, ot qepKBM IleTpoBOK (eBpewcKOM): 
"h, y3HaB o 6jiaroflaTM, aaHHoii MHe... Kucpa h MoaHH, 
noHMTaeMbie CTOjinaMM, no#ajiM MHe... pyKy o6meHHH..." 
(raji 2:9). He IlaBeji nouieji 113 "RaMacKa" b Kanoccy; 
"KaHocca" TopmecTBeHHO flBMHyjiact k IlaBJiy, npn3- 



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"He Anocroji jrn a? He cBo6ofleH jim h? He BMfleji jim h 
MMcyca XpHcra..?" (1 Kop 9:1). Ha <f)H3HHecK0M njiaHe He 
BHfleji: BHyrpM "H" — yBMfleJi; noaTOMy 3HaeT oh TBepflo: 
"... HUKmo ne Mooxem Ha.3earm> Mucyca TocnodoM, kok 
•ma/iMco fiyxoM Ceambun" (1 Kopl2:3). M aajiee: "Oh saji 
HaM cnocoGHocTb 6biTb cjrysKHTejiHMH HoBoro 3aBeTa, He 
6yKBbj, ho jryxa..."; "... mm fleMCTByeM c... sep3HOBeHMeM_."; 
'TocnoflB ecrfa Jlyx; a r^e Ryx... TaM cBo6ofla"(2 Kop 3:6, 
12, 17). 

CBo6ofleH flewcTBMTejiBHO oh: opeojioM y^orrejiH He 
co6jia3HeH oh: "Ha jimhhoctb jim cMOTpirre?" MpoHH3M- 
pyer: "Mm He caneeM... cpaBHMBaTb c TeMM, KOTopMe caMW 
ce6a BMCTaBJiHiOT". M 6ojiee: "PaayeMCH, Koiyia mm 

HeMOIHHM, a BM CWJIbHM". CB060fleH OT MBaHHOCTM, HO M 

cBooo^eH ot BHflHMoii CKpoMHOcTM, h6o oh 3Haer: Kto — 
b HeM: "naBeji„. u36paHHbiu He HejiOBenaMM m He Hepe3 
nejioBeKa". /Jpyrwe Anocranbi n36paHM b MMp nejiOBe- 
necKMM o5pa30M: Hpe3 Mucyca nouuiw ohm b uepKOBt, a 
naBeji — npe3 Ayxa; Xpucra: neTp ecrb eraBjieHHMK: 
"pa6" (KaK ce6a Ha3MBaeT oh caM); naBeji — H36paHHbiw; 
naBen — cboooahmm. "K cBoSofle npM3BaHM bm, 6paTMH.„"; 
"bm He noa 3aK0H0M" (raji 5:13, 18). Oh 3HaeT, hto "Bor... 
B03jho6mji Hac... w nocaflmi Ha He5ecax bo XpMCTe";"BM_ 
yace He HyjKwe... ho... cbom Bory" (E<f> 2:4, 6, 19). Cboooaho 
XpwcTOc ynoflo6micH HaM, hto6 cBo6oflHbie, mm, 
ynoflo6miMCb Tocnoay: naBeji erpeMHTca noaTOMy "k 
nonecTO BMcuiero sbshmh" (<£jiii 3:14); k rrpeoaojieHHio 
JIHHHOCTH b cBepxnejioBeKa. 

Be3MepHocTb XpMCTOBoii cBo6oflu bojihom npojDuiacb 
6m; ho IIeTp, oh, HacTpowB njioTHHM, paccTaBHB ?Kejie3Hbie 
ueriM (ceTHMM fljia Aym), M3jiobmji b 3th ceTO, MJib ueroi, 



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CBo5oAHoro naana: "BapcpoJiOMeeBy HOHb" — bm 3anoM- 

HMJIH? 

IlaBeji, cTaBiiraii jinuo, y3HMKOM, npoKJiHJi opyzpie rrbi- 
tok IleTpa. TowiaraBK, HMeioiipdi cpopMy KpecTa; k BTopyio 
Tojirocpy oh npoioiHJi (pacnHTwe "H"... HCToppraecKofi 
qepKOBbio), m antyjieT — Tosce npoKJiHJi: juu. — o6pa3, 
6jmcTaiomi«i pa^yroft aparoueHHbix KaMeHbeB Ha Tejie 
npenaTa 

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naseji m H*miue 

M - — jiMHueA hobmx 6e3yMCTB oTBenaiOT Ha jihhhio 
3BepcTB MCTopMHeCKOM uepKBH npeeMHMKM IlaBjia. 

"He H, a XpwcToc bo MHe" — jio3yHr b KyjibType, 
Tep3aeMoii Kmpoji, cTaHOBHTca jio3yHroM cTpauiHoii 
6opb6bi: c "XpncroM" Kwtpbi; "He fl, a XpucToc bo MHe" 
cTajio: "XpwcToc ecTb bo MHe"; oh — ojho ms flBWJKeHHH 
ayiim; ecTb — #pyrMe; n — 6ojn>xne XpwcTa: "fl ecMb 

H". fl, eflHHCTBeHHblW MMHpeK, MaKC IIlTMpHep, CTOHIHH# 

MbicJiwTejibHbiM KynojioM Has 6oeM cep,zi;ua, b kotopom 
— XpHcroc, h — npouieji b Heoeca... Hafl Xpmctom; flcDKe 
6ojiee: c-beji Ero bobcc 

IlmiaTbi HayKM, exuflHbie Kanaepbi ot uepKBW ctohjih 
npefl 3TMM nejioM Bocxoflmuero Bena, npefl HlTOpHepoM, 
<$>pnHpnxoM Hwmiie, rjiyMHCb m BeHHan Tejio HejioBeica 
ocTpeiiiiniMM TepHMHMw: 

— "TaK 3to Tbi, <&pnspjix Hwmiie, Ham Hapb?" 

— "fl Ha to poflwicH m Ha to npwmeji b MPip, hto6 

CBMfleTejIbCTBOBaTb 06 HCTMHe". 

— "Hto 5Ke ecTb McniHa"? 



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— "H, «JjpMflpnx Hwuiiie". 

Ero noBejiw pacnHHaTb: ho Ha stom cboSosho- 
rojirocpcKOM nyra HejioBeKa, flep3HyBuiero 6pocHTb xyjiy 
b cbiHa Bojkmh — nogjiMHHaH nepcneKTMBa yneHWH 
IlaBJia o CMepTH. 

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KaK Mor <^pwp,pnx Hwmne TaK cMeuiMBaTb IlaBJia c 
IleTpoM; oh 6pocaeTCH BceM, hto b nopbiBe oh mojkct 
cxBaxMTb, — npoTMB Kw(pbi: He nporaB KyjibTypw 
(KyjibTypa ecTb IlaBejr. nyrb "H"). Oh — He noHHT; m 
uepnoBb IleTpa, pacnHHan anocTOJia IlaBJia b CTeHax, c 
reHJuajibHHM KOBapcTBOM BHe cTeH BbiflBMraeT eio 
co3flaHHbiii o6pa3 "nodJiooKuozo" IlaBJia; h bot 6yHTapw, 

KaK 6bIKH, 3aKMflaJIMCb Ha 3T0T 4}aJIbHIMBbIM, pacuiMTbrii 

inejiKaMM nyraiomMft o6pas: Tojictom Heroflyrome pBaji 
3T0 "jioMCHoe 3HaMfl"; w pBan ero HMinne. Ce6a He y3Hajoi 
ohm b flejie IlaBJia; cau Hmxuie — Hacjie^HMK cTpa- 
gajibHecKHx "y3HMKOB", yneHMKOB ihkojim IlaBJia. 

Ra, Hnmne — ot IlaBJia, Kor^a roBopwr: "Moh npoo- 
jieivia He b tom, KaK 3aBepmaeT HejioBenecTBO nocjie- 
^OBaTejibHbiii pafl CMeHHK>mnxcH cymecTB... ho KaKoii thii 
nejioBeKa cjie^yeT esipocmumh, KaKOM ran OKejiamejieH, 
KaK Gojiee ueHHbiii... 

3tot oojiee ueHHbiw Tun y?Ke cymecTBOBaji Hepe^Ko... 
eeo 6oHjiMCb 6ojiee Bcero; ao cmx nop oh BHyuiaji iiohto 
yDKac, m H3 crpaxa nepefl hum Hcejiajm, B3pamnBajin h 
docmuzajiu HejioBeKa npoTHBonojioJKHoro rana: rana 
ROMauiHero acHBOTHoro, CTa^Horo hchbothoi-o, 6ojibHoro 

JKMBOTHOrO — XpMCTHaHMHa"*. 

* 0pudpux Hui{iue, Ahthxphct. CF16., 1907, c 7 



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3to — "msaph" 5eccjioBecHoro KiicpoBa crafla, koto- 
pyio cTpurjiM h 5KapMjiM... flBafluan, cTOJieTnw; npaB 
Htmine; ho IlaBeji — npn neiw? "XpucrwaHCTBO Ha3HBaioT 
pejiHraeji cocmpadanusi... CocTpaflaHwe... aeftcTByeT 
flenpeccwBHo. TepHeun. cwjiy, Korfla eocrpsmaeuib"*. 

Bot Tax: caMoco3HaHne "H" pacianpHH, ero yKperuiHeT 
B co-3HaHuu. TsapHM onacHO SbiTb "co" — "co" crpaflaTb; 

HO CBOOO/IHMM M CHJIbHbIM (a IlaBeji K CBOOOfle K CMJie 

30BeT) 6bm> b "co-3HaHMH" — bojih; "caMO-no3Ha.Hue" 
IlaBjia, yneHbe o HeM — He npoiwraHO HwuLue; Ha IlaBjie 
yBMfleji cjnoHHBbie rorraa ot najibueB XBaTaBiimx IIoc- 
jiaHMH; He Sbura BbMbrrbi pyrai y MHorax "otijob". Ilaseji 

3HaJI 3TO. 

"TeojiorwHecKOMy MHcrwHKTy h o&bHBJinio Botoy"** 
— pa3Be IlaBeji Teojior"? "McnbrrywTe ce6fl" — bot hto 
roBopMT oh: CMemeHte "cocfiucmoe" c "nempoeipiMu"; 

aHTHOXMMCKMM pOMClHV.UK IleTpa, pOKOKO M DapOKKO, 

ot HeyMeroiH ce6« ono3HaTb: IlaBeji 3flecb hm npn neM. 

"<I>n.rioco<pHH ncnopneHa KpoBbio TeojioroB... Ycnex 
Kama ecn> tojd>ko ycnex Teojionm" — Tax xoneT Hwuuie: 
onHTb-TaKM — npaB; ho npn HeM JKe xyr IlaBeji? CBoGo^a 
flep3aHHH He flBMMceTcn b (popMyjiax KaHTOBa flojira; tot 
Aojir, corjiauiarocb, ecTb 6mh npwHyAMTejibHbitt: 6mh 
nacTyxa; nacTyx — IleTp. "Hh MopaJib, hm pejiMraa He 
conpwKacaioTCH b xpucraaHCTBe c KaKMM-Jin6o nyHKTOM 
fle^cTBHTeJibHOCTM. Bee oflHH Boo6pa»aeMbi npHHHHbi 
("rpex", "cnaceHMe", "MWiocTb", "npomeHMe rpexa") "*** 

M OnHTb-TaKM HHIHlie HeBeAOMbI rH03MCH HWHeiUHMX 

* TaMJKe.c.II. 
** TaM are, c. 16. 
*** TaM see. 



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HOBbDC yneHMM O TOM, H6M flOJDKHa 6bITb fleMCTBHTejIbHOCTb; 

cjiobom "deucmewmejvbnocmh" 3pn oh 6pocaercH b IlaBjia, 
KOToporo b rH03Mce jiorMHHeM u aeHcTBeHHeft HniniieBa. 
Hxmme He BCKpuji ero, npocTO He bmaht ero; oh HeBH^nM: 
qepKOBHOM TpaflMijMeH BbicTaBJieH IlaBeji "nbiu^euvueto 
KyKAoU" b coGopax; npe^ KyKjioii HaiwecTHHK IleTpa 
3ajKnraeT JiaMnazjbi; ho nocjie o6pn#a B03JK3KeHJiH npe^; 
KyKJioii, MfleT k... 3aKjnoHeHHOMy y3HMKy, k IlaBJiy: Tep3aTb, 
m Tep3aeMbiii ntrrKoio b Hwuiiie kpkhmt npoTMB "Kyiuibi". 
"IIoHHTwe o Bore MCKasKeHo; noHHTMe Mopajin woca- 
JKeHo: — My/neiicKoe JKpenecTBO He ocTaHOBMJiocb Ha 3tom. 
Bch ucmopua H3pamiH c^ejiajiacb HenpHroflHoii: nponb 
ee! — 3tm jKpeubi npoM3BeJiH... nyzjo HCKajKeHHfl 

flOKyMeHTOB"*, "CbHTOH HapOfl", COXpaHHBLUHH #JIH Bcex 

Bemeii jmuih oijeHKH sKpeijoB... BbiBeji ajih csoero 
HHCTMHKTa nocjieflHioio (popnoyjiy... Oh crraji oTpwqaTb b 
KanecTBe xpiicTMaHCTBa... caMy MydeucKyw peajib- 
HOCTb"**. — Bee FfeTp, a He IlaBejL "B jroqe IlaBJia Hcpeu. 
eme pa3 crrpeMJincH k Bjiacra", "eMy Morjm 6bm> hjokhh 

JIHIHb TaKHe nOHHTMH, y^eHMH, CHMBOJIbl, KOTOpbIMM 

TMpaHM3npyiOT Maccbi, o6pa3yK>T era^a"***. TaK He 3HaTb 
dyx IlocjiaHMM! TaK cMeuniBaTb "wpenecTBo" c flyxoM 

CBo6oflbl! "TMpaHM3Wp0BaTb MaCCbl" TOHHaMLUHM cajwo- 

co3HaHneM — 3To jm? Hwipiie KM^aeTCH BceM, hto ycneeT 
cxBaTMTb: Bee JieniT... mmmo IlaBJia: b IleTpa! 

XoTeHHK) yniiT Hac Humiie: cKa3aTb "a xouy" 
HecpaBHeHHO Tpy^Hee, neiw KawceTCH HaM; "si xouy" He 
ecTb "xoneTCH"; "ca" ecTb cTpaaaxejibHOCTb, noflHMHeH- 

* Taw 5Ke, c. 53. 
** Tain >Ke. c. 57. 
***TaM«e,c. 91. 



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HOCTb; h MOHb 3axoTeTb — BCTan. Hap, "ex" — H&a 

HaCJieflCTBeHHUM HaiUHM XBOCTOM COTBOpeHHOCTM; "ca" 

— "nopoca" TBapb — 3to, a He joiHHocTb; yHenwe naana: 
coBJieneT c ce6H "meapb". KaK M3 xoneTca BbipBaTb "xouy'"! 
CaMono3HaHbe bmboamt M3 MHOJKecTBa "ca", KaK M3 crafla 

MHCTHHKTOB. CKa3aTbI H XOHy... HTO eCTb "H"? "fl" 

conyrcTByeT mhoi-mm rjiarojiaM: naccHBHeiiiHWH cnyTHMK 

— He "a", aa>Ke jiMHHoe MecTOMMeHue — He "a": oho — 
Mecmo umbhuh coflepjKaHMW jxyuieBHoro Mupa: moMecmo 

— nycmoe; "fl" — MecTo: ero 3HajoT uMenueM, KJiameii, 
noKJiaMcew — 'W. TaK: MMeHne, jmHHoe Mmh, ecTb mmh 

MHCTHHKTa, BJIKHHHOrO B MeCTO MMeHbfl MHCTHHKTa. 

CTpa^aTejibHoe conpoBotfyjeHMe "MeHa", "Ma" rjiarojioB 
npeTBopMM JKe b "fl" — co6cTBeHHO. 3T0My Hnuiiie He 
ywr: "MHe xoneTca" ecn> HecBOooaa. Ho IlaBeji — yHHxejib 
xoTeHWM, BCKpbmaeT b ce6e CBoe "fl"; BOcnpwHTPie "H" 
BHe "Menu" h "xouy" bmccto "xoneTca" — 6yHT; w 
BowcTtiHy: "fl" npHHMMaerca tojibko b BoccTaHbe Ha "mh" 
vl Ha "o»"; 6yHT npnaTna "3", ecrb y3HaHne: "h" He ecTb 
"h"; oho — "mh", oho — "ch"; "fl" ecTb to, hto bo MHe 
o6wTaeT: m "to", hto bo MHe o6nTaeT — Xpmctoc. 

Ho XpwcTa HaBH3ajiM M3BHe; nenpusimue XpucTa — 
3To flewcTBMe npeBpameHMH HeMoupi "xouemen" b cnjiy 
"xouy"; ho 3a 3tmm BCTaeT: b 6yHTe 6yHT: to — npMHTMe 

— "xouy" b "fl" xouy; npoTMB mhotox 6yHTyK>mMX "mh", 

npOTHHyBIHMXCH K CMJie XOTeHMH, BCTaeT Moe "fl"; He flJIH 

"mh" a xony, a njm "fl", 6yHT npHHTna MMeHH "fl" eme 
rjiy6jKe 6yHTOB HenpnaTMH; SyHTapcTByeT Hnmiie — 
rjrySoKo: w rjry6jKe 6yHTapcTByeT naBeji: oh — 6yHT cpe#b 

6yHTOB. 

HejioBeK — jia6npMHT, no KOTopoMy oeraroT MHorne 
"mh" BnepeMeJKKy co bchkhmm — "chmu"; cpeflH "Meu" 



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m iHHbipjuomwx "ceu" ecTb w "H": npMnoflHHTb 3T0 "H" 

Hafl HeBHHTHbIMM "CSIMU" H "MSIMU" naCCHBHMMM, 

KOCHbIMM, TBapHblMH 3HaHMT: pa36nTb b Hejio BeKe (pyrjiHp 
nejioBeica; h cTaTb: CBepx uejia. HejioBenecTBO, BMflejm 
mm, co3flajio ce6e MHoro "veji" h "zojiae", cqpflaBan M3 
6ojn>mero — 5ojn>uiee u npeBpaman b fleftcTBHTejn>HOCTb 
qejioro Sbmurae nacTH. 

"Xpucmoc", o6nTaioiHMH b "fl", m ecTb 6ojibinee 
6ojibinero: k TBopnecTBy HOBoro MJipa 30BeT flep3Ho- 
BeHHeiiuirai IlaBeji; 3aneT Hce ero npHHMMaTb 3a IleTpa, 
co3flaiomero MeHbmee: b "H" xpHCTMaHCKOii cBo6oflbi 
noBciofly "30j*jiKcuiu" TBapw ("cnacw mm, npocm ma"), 
"MHMHKaHbe" 3T0 CHMTaeT 6yHTyiomHH HMUlUe TeM 
"naeJiuancmeoM" , KOTopoe TaK HeHaBMflMT oh; 3to ce6n 
HeHaBMflMT oh; 3to ce6H Ha3biBaeT He 4>pHflpiixoM oh, a._ 
pacnHTbiM ^mohmcom: b neu oh pacrorr? B tom, tto He 
ecTt. y»e <E>pwflpHX, He ecTb y?Ke "MMp" b npe«neM 
cMbicjie, a "umo-mo", KOTopoe nepeJKWBajiocb odnuM (6e3 
IleTpa m 6e3 IlaBjia: MoaHH cMOTpeji cHM3y Ha "oto"); to 
"wno-mo" flano HaM b cnoBax: "JJ... ne e Mupe"... B3oii,HH 
Ha pacnjrme, Hwiniie ycjn>iuiaji 6bi IlaBjia: "Hto 6biJio 
Korga-To, flOHbiHe 6e3yMCTByeT CaanoM; hto 6buio p,o 3Toro 
Miira jDHHb <I>pMflpMXOM — CaBJioM, Tenepb... "JJhohmc", a 
He "H": pacnMHaeMbift <J>pMflpnx — He 4>pHflpHx: 
pa36oHHMK, — KOTopbiii rjiyMMjicH, Tenepb npocTMpaa 
pacriHTbie pyKH, k BMfleHino: "CaBJi, — noneiviy MeHH ro- 
HMUib Th? Tbi ne MeHH, a ceoH bo ivme roHram.: npHrHaBiini 
ce6fl caMoro ko Kpecry, Tbi noBMc Ha ce6e, Ha Kpecre: 
HocHiiib MepTBecTb cbohd... npejKfle, HewejiH raaji Tw MeHH, 
— fl 6bui Tyr, b 3tom MHre, — c T06010; BHcejm Mbi BMecre, 
m Tbi roBopmi: "IIomhhm MeHH, rocnoflu!" fl — Te6n 



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BcnoMHMji b rcuircMpe pacnarta; h >KflaJi Te6a — tmchhm 
jieT; Tm — 6penMJi noao mhoio; npomeji npe# T06010 h 
nepB&m; hto6m BCTpeTMTb oTcroaa TeSa, noTOMy hto "fl" 
— "Tfci"; "fl" — TBoe coKpoBeHHoe Mmh; Tm raaJi cBoe 
mmh; wienn pacroraaa b ce6e, Tbi ce6n pacnwHaji; TBoe "fl" 
pacna^aeTCH Htrae". 

"Ich — I. Ch: Jesus Chrictus". 

— "Tae fl"? 

— "Tw — b flaMacice!" 

21 

TyT BCTpena pacnHToro "fl" HejioBeKa, Bcraiomero 
"Bozom" c pacnHTMeM Bora, BcxaromuM cpe#b Hac 
"ue/ioeeKO./u": h TyT pa3-bHCHHK>T He "Ilaee.i", He 
"<t>pudpux"; a HOBoe hmh BCTaeT: Mocluh: "He XpMtrroc, 

a fl, OpHApMX, CTaHOBMTCH MMeHeM HOBbIM - . "H", c^piiA- 

pwxoM, b awBHoii, TaMHCTBeHHOM JlHOHMCOBoii Benepe: 
"fl — bo XpwcTe". 
Jch 

=J.Ch 

=J.X. 

=X.J. 

=m 

=>KM3Hb 

— JKn3Hb: HanepTaHMe 6yKBbi; cjiaBHHCKaH Kama 
KyjibTypa pacKpoeT rp*mymMw, 3a Hwume BCTaromMii, 
Ham nyrb, KaK anajior TawHCTBeHHMX 3HaKOB; k — 

— "K (aKo) M (bicjiHTe)"? 

— "H (am) O (h) n (oKoft)". 

— "P (uw) C (jiobo) T (Bepuo)". 



48 

22 

Ha 3tom cBo6o#Ho-ro.nrodpcKOM nyre nejioBeKa, flep- 
3HyBiuero ero ">K" mm mcm3Hbio, BacpbreaeTCH moiuhmh" 
peja>ecp noyneHMii anocTOJia IlaBJia o cMepTM'. 

HeyjKejiM He 3Haere, hto Bee mm, KpecTH*iiMecH bo 
Xpucra Mwcyca, b cMepTb Ero KpecTWjiHCb?" (Pmm 6:3). 
KpecTHjiMCfa — npefl cMepTbio; h — 3flecb: noflMeHMBiiui 
o6pe3aHwe o6pHflOM "KpemeHMH" — HOBopoJKfleHHbix 
KponHT: "bo;jom cMepTM"; oKponjieHHtie, BMpacraiOT 6e3 

3HaHMH TaMHCTBa ITOCBHIHeHMH B CMepTb, MX KpOITHT B 

aTew3M. "... norpe6jiHcb c Hhm KpemeHHeM b CMepTb, — 

rOBOpMTCH O TaMHCTBe 3aBep-UieHHH 3KM3HM, fla6bl, KaK 
XpHCTOC BOCKpec M3 MepTBblX- TaK M HaM XOflMTb B 06- 
HOBJieHHOH JKM3HM... 3HaH TO, HTO BeTXMH Haill HejIOBeK 

pacnflT c Hum..." (Pmm 6:4, 6). 

KaK 6ecTawHo TawHCTBO aro b IleTpoBOM orpafle; oho 
— 3HaK KpecTa, nepeKpemeHHOCTH /isyx jihhhh: 
6o>KecTBeHHOC'ra c HejiOBenecTBOM; h Bocnpecato B 6o- 
HcecTBeHHOMj "Bor" BOCKpecaeT bo MHe. 3to — TaHHa 
pojKAeHMH jkm3hm eo CMepmu: TaK KpecT HanajicH 
MopAaHbio. 3flecb IlaBeji Hac yHMT: "... bm... yMepjm ajih 
3aK0Ha TejioM XpwcroBbiM... ho HMHe, yMepiiiM ajih 3aK0Ha, 

KOTOpbIM 6bIJIM CBH3aHbI, Mbl OCBo6oflMJIMCb OT Hero, HToSbl 

HaM cjiyjKMTb Bory b oSHOBjieHMM ayxa, a He no BeTxoft 
6yKBe" (Pmm7:4, 6). 

3aK0H — Hama TBapHocTb ("ch", "mh"); mm poMCflaeM- 
ch TBapHo; b XpMCTe yMMpaeM, KaK TBapw; npouecc 

yMMpaHbH TBapM B MCTOpMM, >KH3Hb HejioBeKa: B 

KyjibType, b cBofSofle m b "fl", BOCKpecaiomeM b Ayxe; Mbi 
b Bore poflHMCH, b Xpwcre yMMpaeM m b Ryxe Cbhtom 

B03pOHCflaeMCH. 



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Ex E>eo nascimur 

In Christu morimur 

Per spiritum Sanctum revivircimus. 

IlaBeji — cBHmeHHocjiyjKMTejo.; ho oh He jieBMTCKoro 
HWHa; M3BHe — oh 6ynrapb; oh — pa36owHMK; oh — CaBJi 
Ao cmx nop eme (b Hwume h IHrapHepe); b TatfHOM 
oSjihhhw — MejibXMcefleK, npe3 Hero M3 rpH^yiqero, ot 
MoaHHa, HaM pyKM npocTep; b pa3ABoeHbHX, GopeHbHx, 
naaeHbHX m nem,HX ayuiM 3Toii — ABepb pacKpbisaeT; m 
TaK JKe, Kan b ABepb pacmeruieHHoft IleTpoBofi flyuiw 
Kanacpa npoxoAHT, Tax tohho npoxo^MT H3 EtaBJia, Ha 
Haiuero HacTonmero, MejibXMcefleK, IJapb CojmMa. , 

"... ecjin Xpmctoc b Bac, to Tejio MepTBO ajih rpexa... 
Ecjm ace JJyx Toro, Kto BocKpeciui... Mwcyca, skmbct b 
Bac, to BocKpecMBUiMM XpMcra.. ojkhbmt m Bamn cMepTHbie 
Tejia Myxoid Cbomm, acMByujMM b Bac" (Pmm 8:10, 11). 

3flecb — yrjry6jieHne cMepTw; M3MCMB ee B Tejie, 

npM 3KH3HW, HpM JKH3HM MM BXOAKM B 6jia5KeHCTB0 

3acMepTHoe; m npoHHuaeM 3acMepTHbiM 6jiaHceHCTBOM, 

COpaAYHCb 5KM3HH, KOHKpeTHOCTM 3KM3HM, KaK PoAWHe, K 

HaM Hii3oiiie,anie# M3 CMepTM b o6jrrejib npMJKH3HeHH0H 
cMepTw; copaflyncb jkh3HM m cMep™, KaK JKh3hm, mm 
AeiicTByeM b jkh3hm m cMepra, KaK b }Km3HM. 

He po3a b kocthx h He nepen, yKpameHHbrii po3aMM, 
— "CojiHeHHbiM Tumh" Mbi, <35paHmicKM, noeM; h KaK neroie 

IlTHUbl OTJMHHO OT MHCa 3a3KapeHHOH tlTHUbl, TaK JKM3Hb 
K3-3a CMepTHaH B 5KM3HH flOCMepTHOft JKMBeT flopOMC- 

AeHHoii npnpoAOH B poacAeHHoft npwpoAe. 

Kom rrniHbero MHca, KOTopbiw eme He ycnejm noacpaTb, 
rrraua Chpwh: jKHBan. H "6yKBa 3aK0Ha" — He "6yKBa 

3aKOHa", a rOJIOC, OBeHHHMH pHTMaMH My3bIKW'. TOnMTCH 



50 

ApeBHMft 3aKOH B HeTBOpHNiyK) necHio "cB060flHbIXfleTeM". 

"Ayx CBMfleTejibcTByeT flyxy HauieMy, hto Mbi — flem 

EoJKMJl". M "TBapt C HaflejKflOK) OJKMflaeT OTKpOBeHWH 

cbiHOB Eojkmmx, noTOMy mto TBapb noKopnJiacb cyeTe He 
flo6poBOjibHo, ho... noKopMBUiero ee b Ha^eJKfle, vt§ m caMa 
TBapb ocBoSoiKfleHa SyaeT... b CBo6oay cjiaBbi aeTeii 
Bojkmmx" (Pmm 8:16, 19, 20). 

3Toro ■ — HeTpoBa uepKOBb He 3HaeT: He mribKo fla- 
poBano HaM aep3H0BeHMe EoJKbwx aeTeft, ho aapoBaHO 
6yaeT h 3Bepio oho; noTOMy-TO u... 3Bepb hctomhjich; oh 
JKfleT Hac; oh — npocHT; no3TOMy k CTapuaM xoflnrcw 
MeflBeAM h JibBbi: m c HaaeJKgoH B3Mpajin Ha hhx; gawe 
"jiee" npnxoflMJi k 3apaTycTpe. 

Mm "rneapu" euje; 3arpajK,naeM cnaceHne 3Bepio, mjib 
6paTy bo o6pa3e 3Beps; oh npocHTcs; MecTo ero 3aH«T0 
HaMH, m 3Bepb npoKJiMHaeT Torfla; k Ha Hac oh KHflaeTcn; 
BejuiKojiermo onwcaHO 3to npoKjimne 3Bepn b paccKa3e 
JleoHHfla AHflpeeBa ("IIpoKnHTHe 3Bepn"): "MejibKHyjia 
TeMHan, cK0jib3Ka« cnwHa... THJKejiwji rycToii B3flox, cpbip- 
KaHbe, n Ha noBepxHocrb BbiSpajicn oh (T.e. 3Bepb), tot, 
KOTopbift KpMHaji... noBHAMMOMy, oh 6bui crrap, o^eHb SojieH 
m cKopo floroKeH 6bDi yMepeTb...; m Kor#a oh OTKpbiBaji poT 

H MOJIHa CKajMJICH, BHflHbl 6bIJIM... THMJIbie... 3y6bl. M BOT 

Tyr oh... 3aKpnna.n, cpa3y, Bceio nojmoTofi m chjioio stoto... 
HecjibixaHHoro KpMKa. 

M TaKJKe cpa3y, Becb noxojiofleB ot nyBCTBa Henepe- 
AaBaeMoro yjfcaca, h itohhji, hto oh — npoKJiMHaeT. Ctomt 
b cBoew rpH3H0ft JioxaHKe, nocepeflMHe orpoMHoro ropo#a, 
— m npoKJiMHaeT npoKJiHTOeM 3Bepn, m ropofl 3tot, m 
jnofleii, w 3eMjno, w He6o... Oh He waaji oTBeTa; oahhokhm, 
yMMpaioinMii, oh He ncKaji noHHMaHHH; oh npoKjoiHaJi b 



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BeKa w npocrpaHCTBa_. "IIocjiyiiiaHTe... Hto ace 3to raKoe?" 
— "fl He 3Haio. Oh KaHCflbM fleHb TaK". — "3ro HeB03- 

M03KHO. 3TOro JKe H&7II.3H T3K OCTaBHTb". 

Hejn.3H TaK ocTaBMTb: tm cjibniomib jim, Kti(p a > 3anep- 
uwii "cBo6oflHbix" b orpaay, jHOflew npespaTMBiioiM b 
"cTaflo", o6paTMBiHMii Hac b TBapw, jimuimbiumh Hac 
paaocTO oHejioBeHMBaTb 3Bepeii; 3tkm Tbi co-aeejxuui Hac; 
h 3Bepnjnicb; 3Bep« npoiujra k Haiw. Ra., 3Bept nepecraeT 
cMKMflaTb: "Oh — bjiomhjich; oh — Brpti3CH b co3HaHMe; w 

H3 C03HaHMH IIOflHHJI "HeCJIblXaHHbrfi KpMK": "npOKJBIHaeM 

npoKJiHTHeM 3BepH... n 3eMjno, n He5o". 

— "IIocjiyiHaMTe. Hto we 3to TaKoe?" 4 

— "He 3Hsao." 

— "3to HeBO3MOJKH0. 9-roro we Hem>3H Tax ocTaBWTb!" 
... B "AHTMxpMCTe" 4>pMApnxa HHiiuie, — 3Bepb 

<J>pnApnxa Hnuuie B3peBaeT H3 <3>pnflpnxa Hrauiie; n b 
Hac noAtDwaeT oh kpmk; Mbi npoKJimrieM 3tmm crpaflaeM; 
b "AHTMxpHcTe" <E>pMflpnxa Hranue — 6e3yMwe OpMfl- 
pHxa HMiHHe: 6e3yMMeM <t>pMflpnxa Hnmxie — BCKpunaji 
<E>pn;npKx Hpimue. 

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KpM3MC COSliaHMH m IlaBeji 

YHeHbe anocrojia IlaBJia o BenHbix tomjichkhx "TBa- 
pw", KOTopan waeT HCKynjieHbH ot "ueAoeenecKux" 
Re&cTBKii, — rjiySoKo npoHM3aHO thosmcom: coono3HaHbe 
"ruiomeu", hjim "meapeu" 3aBncnT ot 3HaHWH co6- 
cTBeHHoii "TBapw"; OHa HaM OTKpbiTa M3BHe, KaK MaTepwH 
njioTn; OHa HaM flaHa M3HyTpn, KaK 6yuiyiomH# 3Bepb, 
noAtiMaioiuMPi 6ypn cTpacrew, H3HCMBaeMbix jimhho; 



52 

no3HaTb 3Ty TBapb — npoHH3aTb Mnp MaTepwn npe- 
o6pa3yK>meM Mbicjibio, o6jieHbCH b Mnp mmcjim, KaK b 
HeKyro HOByro "rtnxymb"; aro sn&Hvn:: noHHTb 3Ty Mwcjib 
opraHMHecKM, uejiocTHo, nejibHo; OHa — opraHM3M b 
opraHM3Max co3HaHMH; m opraHHSM — coBep^eHHbiii, 
aKTMBHbIM, XHMHHeCKH npeTBopHiomwii Bee; TaiiHa 
coGcTBeHHoii ruioTH ecTb Ta, hto nona mm ee 6epeM 
"njioTbio", OHa HaM HBjineTcH neM-To, ot Hac He3aBM- 
chmmm: u 3eepeM mepsaxnifUJK"; "rwomb" b oco3HaHHH 
HaM npe^erowT tojibko oGpasoM BHyrpeHHHM, TOjibKO 
crymeHMeM mmcjim; b yMeHMM MbicjibK) CBoero npopa- 
SarwBaTb njioTb saKjnonaeTca mhccha npMpyneHHH 

3BepH. 

"H" — JuiHHoe MecTo-MMeHwe, a He KOHKpexHocTb, noKa 
omymaeM Mbi "fl" tojibko MecTOM, b kotopom TeKyr 
He3aBMcnMo b Hac Bee "uMenun"; oth "uMenun" b Hac 
cyrb "cKOTbi"; 3aKJQOHeHHbie b y30CTb orpaflbi; to — KJieT- 
kh co MHo^cecTBOM pa3HopoflHbix "3eepeu"; Mjib cmpacmeu; 

3T0 "MeCTOMMeHHe" (BMeCTO MMeHMH b Hac COBepuieHHO 

naccHBHo; KaKoe-To "mh" — mib MeHH — nopojK^eHbe, 

pOflHTeJIbHOCTb, JIMHHOe Mmh, MJIb JIMHHOCTb (jKHBOTHaH 

jiMHHocTb), KoTopyro Mbi Ha3biBaeM coSom flo Tex nop, 
noKa mmcjibio 5kmbo#, wjib MenoM pa3flejiHiomHM rao3nca 
(flewcTBeHHoii Horoii co3HaHMa) mm pa3flejineM to "Mmh" 

MJIb "Mil" Ha pa3JIHHHbje CTpaCTH (Ha MHOJKeCTBo); TaK 

nocTe-neHHo mm yHMMcH cTpacTH BocnwTMBaTb, mx 
BbirrycKaH Ha bojiio m hx npKo6ma.H co3HaHHio; Tan: 
oTBopHfOTCH KjieTKH; m na^aeT MecTO orpaflbi: TaK JiMHHoe 
MecTO-HMeHPte uiHpwTCH, CTa^o nocJiyuiHoe xo,z;ht no 
MMpy 3a nacTbipeM; nacTMpb — oKpenmee "Si"; o6m- 
Taromee BHyTpn KaJKfloro "3eepa"; k "3eepu" He "3eepu" 



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yjKe; h npuBbiHKM, mhctmhktm, 3aK0Hbi cyrb 3BeHbH b 
BeHKe, OKpyjKaiomeM "•#" mjim 3HaHbH "co-3k<zku.«"; "H" 
ecTb "Ccmo", mjim cBH3b MeJKfly jttupojvt m "^tecmo- 
U^»iewMCjit", 3aMKHyrbiM "SI". 

"3to — "JT" bo XpncTe no anocTOjiy IlaBJiy. 

To "fl" o5pa3yeT CBH3yioimiii moct Me3K He3aMKHyri>iM 

MMpoM H 3aMKHyT0# JBlHHOCTblO; flep3K0 3aaaHMe JD1HH0CTH 

b "H": nepe^BUHyTb rpaHHijbi, KOTopwe omymajiHCb "tuio- 
mxMu": H 36epsiMu"; TaK njioTcicoe b Hac, mm "nepcmHhiii 
AdajvC', npeTBopHeTCH flyxoM, CaMo, o6nTaiomeM b 
JImhhoctm; sto CaMo eerb 'Tocnodb"; m oh c He6a; ero 
Ha3bmaeT anocTOji AflaMOM B-ropbiM. "3Bepb", cHflamuft 
BHyrpM Haiuefi cKyzjHOH orpaflbi, mib "nepcnmhcu AdaM." 
(npHpynaeMbBi 3Bepb) flojDKeH 6bm> npnpyHeHHbiM; TaroiM 
oh BbixoflMT M3 y3Kow orpa,abi Ha bojdo; b nycTyio orpafly 
Torfla noiwemaeTcH hobbim, eme He npMpyneHHbiM; 3Bepb; 
HanaflaBiiiMM flocejie Ha Hac H3 JiecoB 6ecco3HaHMH jibbom 
mjim THrpoM; m oh npeBpamaeTCH b "Mecmo vMeuusi", b 
u pe6eHKa" ("peoeHOK" — pojKaeHbe co3HaHMH b flHHaromeH 
cTpacTM); Bee 3Bepw, Bee CTpacTM, npowflyT npe3 orpaay 
npe3 jiMHHoe MecTOMMeHite "SI", k H — CaMo, hjm k 
ATMaHy: flyxy. 

IIoKa Mbi He 6opeMCH c mmpom cTpacTetf BHyrpw Hac, 
"3eepu eneuiHue" (TMrpbi, raeHbi, naHTepbi h bojikm) JKflyr 
Mecma, oepad-bi, — jK/iyr nacTbipn "H". Ecjim nacrbipb 
jieHHB, HeTepnerore 3Bepn pacTeT; k oh jiomhtch b KJieTKy 
HacMJibHo; 6e3yMMe noflHHMaeTCH b "SI" H3HyTpM, a M3BHe 
no^HHMaeTca Mwp 03eepeAbiu «a Mup uejioeenecKuu. 
CTpauiHo HBjieHMe 3eeps a ucmopuu. 

Teapu — mejui MHorojMKM m po3Hbi; ecrb T&no HeGecHoe 
(mm — acTpajibHoe), Tejio cthxhmhoc (tciio pacxeHMw) w. 



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tcjio MaTepwn (ivoip MMHepajibHbrii); BHe Hac; nan w. b Hac; 
3to cTaflMM flMKoro Miipa, KoToptrii, npoiiflH nepe3 "mbcto 
WMeHMe", cTaHeT co^HaHweM "#" mjim MMpoM pyHHbM. 
JQaBeji BeaaeT po3hoctb "cocmaeoe" m pa3Hbix u M03zoe" b 
HameM 6peHHOM cocraBe, m oh roBopuT b oahom Mecre o 

3HaHMH MX pa3flejieHHH', 3HaHHe 3TO JieiKHT B COBpeMeHHOM 

yieHHH Teoco4>OB o cjiojkhom cocxaBe TejiecHoro opraHH3Ma 
(npMpoAu). AnocToji rjiacjrr. "... KaJKgoMy ceMerat cBoe 
Tejio. He BCHKaH njiOTb TaKaH 3Ke iuiOTb, ho MHan iuiOTb y 
HejioseKOB, PiHan iuiOTb y ckotob..." (1 Kop 15:38, 39). 

IIponjiaBjiHS coanaHMeM hhcthhktm m nivinyjibcbi 
HyBCTBeHHoii jkh3hm, poacflaeM cjniHHbe 3eepunozo o6pa3a 
(hjoi acTpajibHoro Tcna) c co3HaHneM b MyapocTH, b 
MaHace; 9To — Hanajio H — Co6cTBeHHo: CaMO — #yxa. 
(TepMMH Ulrefuiepa gest selbst.) M IlaBeji rjiacuT Thmo- 
cJjeK): "BHMKafi b ceSn... 3aHHMajicH cum iioctohhho" (1 
Tmm 4:16). Opyflwe aeftcTBHH — fleftcTBeHHbrii yM (He 
aoerpaKTHbiH, paccynoHHbrii); "npeo6pa3yHTecb o5hob- 
JieHweM yMM Bauiero". B neu o6HOBjieHbe yivia? B 
npeflBapHTejibHOM, tohko# KyjibType co3HaHHH: b co- 
ono3naubu npoueccoB MbicjmTejibHoft jkm3hm; BHe 3Toro 
0n03HaHMH MblCJIM oHa He eCTb to, hto oHa ecrb b 
C03HaHMH; eCTb OHa TOJIbKO aScTpaKUMH, HJIb "coBJie- 

MeHKe" KOHKpeTHoro; He "coBJieneHwe" c nJiOTCKoro, a 
fleiicTBeHHoe "BOBjieneHbe" nJiOTCKoro b pa3yMHoe, HaM 
nponoBeayeT IlaBeji: "Mw He xotmm coBJienbcn, ho 
o6jieHbCH, hto6w cMepTHoe 6buio norjiomeHO 3KK3HbK>". 
Tejia HauiM — Kocmoc; mbi mmh cjiHTbi co Bceivi TeM, 
hto BHe Hac; norpyjKan co3HaHne b ceppjxe, b wejiy- 
flOK m rayoJKe, — ce6a pacurapHeM ao Mwpa: Be^ cep#ue 

CBH3yeMO C COJIHeHHWM pWTMOM; M pMTMbl OHeHHH — 



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pMTMbl BpameHbH IUiaHeT', M BCe 30AHeCTB0 KOCTHOrO Mwpa 

ecxb 3oflHecTB0 apeBnero MMpa CaTypHa. 

Anocroji 3oBeT k 6jiaropoflHOMy noflBury: onejioBe- 

HHTb 3Bepefl, OKpbUIMTb MX C03HaHbeM M BbmyCTMTb B 

He6o C03HaHbH M3 KJieTOK mjudo3hh; mm, no6e?KflaK b ce6e 
Ty vuih 3ry nepTy 6ecco3HaTejibHoii jkm3hm, Btmo^wM Ha 

BOJDO TOrO, HJIM 3TOrO 3BepH, KOTOpbBl HaC JKfleT: B CBOeH 

KJieTKe; ero HaprajaeM mbi HMeHeM, jiMHHOcTbio: "kmh" ero 
npeBpamaeT M3 3Bepn b "pe6eHKa"; stot 3Bepb 
pacnwHaercH b Hac, KaK m Mbi bo Xpwcrre; B HejioBene 
pojKflaeTCH 3Bepb stot MajibiM peGeHKOM; TaKWM bot 
peSeHKOM m Mbi B03po5K^aeMCH b flyxe Cbhtom. 

IIpeBpameHbe "Bep6jiiofla" bo "jibBa" h b "pe6eHKa",* 
KOToporo Tpe6oBaji HMUiiie, MyflpeMiuwH anocTOJi 
npoH3MTejibHO Be^aji, o neM macmi TeKCT ero: "M6o TBapb 

C HaflejKaOIO OJKMflaeT OTKpOBeHHH CblHOB Bojkmmx, nOTOMy 

hto TBapb noKopmiacb cyeTe He flo6posojibHo, ho... b 
HaflejKfle, hto h caMa TBapb ocBo6ojK^eHa 6yaeT ot paScrBa 
TjieHHK) B cBOoofly CjiaBbi aeTew Bojkwmx" (Phm 8:19-21). 
Mm, KaK m nepBM, Hflymwe 3eMJiio, Becb Mwp nponyc- 
tmb npe3 ce6n, BbinycKaeM ero: HejioBenecKMH Mwp; 
"HejioBenecTBo" ecTb MnpoBoe "uejid", pa3BeTBJieHHoe 
"eevew" bo Bee, hto hh ecTb, n b "cmeo". Hame "fl" 
6yaeT HaMM aapoBaHo 3Bepio, Korfla pa30BbeTcn b Hac 
"MaHac", ^yxoBHoe "H"; MaHac — 3HaHMe "crBa"; Eyflxw 
— co, — MJib co3HaHMe "Bena" flJis "cTBa". ATMaH — 
CaMo - co - 3HaHMe Hejio - Bene - CTBa. 

Ho — He BOSBblCMJIMCb Mbi: Mbi He MOJKeM Hapenb 

"HejioeeKOMu" — TBapeii. M TBapb — HeroflyeT Ha Hac; 
HeTepneHwe MoaceT oKoHHMTbCH 6yHTOM npHpo^bi Ha 
"nacTbipH" ("H" nejioBeKa); BOccTaeT tomhihmmch "3Bepb" 



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Ha co3HaHbe, He Miuymee caMoco3HaHbH BHyrpw Mwpa "H"; 
oh BoccrraHeT BHyrpw cyMacuiecrBMeM: BHemHe, KaK 3eept>, 

MCXOflHIUMii H3 6e3flHbI, 6poCaTb MPipOBbie npOKJIHTMfl BceM 

BpeMeHaM m npocTpaHCTBaM. 

PaccKa3 JleoHM^a AHflpeeBa onoBemaeT, hto u 3eepb" 
yace npocwTCH, pBeTCH M3 KJieTKM: yMce — npoiOTHHaeT. 

3;jecb — TaiiHa nocjieflHMX cyAe6 HejioBenecTBa: 6yfleM 
Ha crpa^ce. "Oh" crraji nojKwpaTb Hame u fi" rax., KaK mm 
noMcwpajiM "Ero"; m sBepwHoe mhco Bcrpynjio b nac cokk 
6e3yMMM; kojq> mm He HaHHeM HapnuaTb MMeHaMM 3Bepew 
(npwpyHaTb cbom flMKwe noxoro) TaK, KaK Aflaiw flo nafleHMH 
nx Hapwuaji (3Bepw — 6mjim b paio); mm co6om no£ ce6a 
onpoKMHyjiM HeKor^a mx, — ecjui mm He HanHeM HapMijaTb 
MMeHaMM 3BepeM, to ohm HapeKyr nejioBeica b 3BepnMH: 
MTaK, ywe 3eepb-%ejioeeK noHBMjicH KaK mhoto cpepf, pac 
jnoAeii-KoiiieK, jnofleM-JieonapaoB, jnofleM-o5e3bHH); cra- 
HeM mbi TOjibKO o5pa30M m noflo6MeM 3Bepn: ym 3Bepb 
npopbinaji; M3 "AHTMxpMCTa" ^pnapMxa HMiniie pMHaHMe 

3BepH HaM HBCTBeHHO. 

Ho noyneHMH anocrrojia IlaBJia o cMepTM npn3KM3HeH- 
hom cBH3aHbi c TH03MC0M iuiotm: rpaflaijMH pnfla imoTeM b 
Hauieii iuiotm ("M03roB" m "cocraBOB") ohctjimbo CBH3aHa 
b caM0C03HaHMM c rpaaaijMeH jiecniMUbi ijejioM npwpoflbi 
BHe Hac; yMMpaH b Mwcyce, cBH3yeMCH c MMpoM XpwcTa; 
H CTaHOBMMCH Mbi, KaK H OH, npMHeceHHbiMM B JKepTBy 3a 
MMp njioTHHon; TyT cnjieTaeTCH Taima o CMepTM c 
orpoMHeMmeii TaMHOM BoccTaHMH k jkm3hm: MfleM Hepe3 

CMepTb K BOCKpeceHMK). 

Ex Deo nascimur 

In Christu morirnur 

Per spiritum Sanctum revivircimus. 



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"Mbi — fleTH Bojkhh" — npeflB03BemaeT anocTOJi 
b IIocJiaHMM k PwMjiHHaM; HeT y IleTpa 3T0H hcho #oBep- 
hmbom HOTbi k... Oruy, nopoflMBixieMy Hac b ne6ecax; HeT 

0C03HaHMH He6eCHOft OTHM3HIJI, KOTopbIM npOHK3aHH 

ctpokm anocTOjia IlaBJia; b yneHte o flyxe, jho6obbio 
nbiJiaromMM b "Si", npoHMKaeT MoaHHOM, TeKymMM 
cjioBaMM "eo3Ato6jieHH / biu" ', "demu", M3 CTponeK cthxob. 
"CTapeu — B03jiio6jieHHOMy TaHio, Koxoporo h mo6mo... 
CTapett — H36paHHoii rocnowe m fleTHM ee, KOTopbix h 
jiK>6jno... fleTw! bm ot Bora... fleTM mow! cTaHeM jno6nTb..." 
"Bo3JiK»6jieHHMM XpwcTOM nepe^aM jno6oBb Ero" w t.r. 
(M.3 IIocjiaHMM MoaHHa BorocjioBa). "flemul — oh 
BbiroBapwBaeT, — "bh ot Bora". K HeMy Be^eT IlaBeJi: 
"Mu — demu Eookuu". 

Mbi CMepTbK) IlaBJia poJKflaeMCH b "demu"... MoaH- 
ny; XpMCTOM norpe6aHCb, njiaBWM mjuik>3mm 3peHMH; m 
— noKpbiBaJia CHKMaiOTCH c ona 3a rpaHbio npioKM3- 

HeHHOM CMepTM B npHCMepTHOM BOCCTaHbe M3 CMepTM: "... 

to »e caiaoe noKptmajio floHbme ocTaeTCH HecHHTbiM npw 
mtghmm BeTXoro 3aBeTa_. noicpbroajio jiemKT Ha cep^ue 
hx_." (2 Kop 3:14, 15). OKaMeHeHwe IleTpoBbix ycToeB cpeflb 
"HOBoro" ecTb noKpbisajio Ha Hac: 3TO TBapHOCTb, nacoMan 
BeHHo "}ke3jiaMH" b jKejie3Hbix orpaaax, cjKwraeMbix 
nbiTKoii (b "JKejie3Hyio ,E(aMy", KOTopan "Belle dame sans 
mersi". (Cm. cthx BpiocoBa "La Belle dame sans mersi".) 
McnbrraHMe nacrbipew CTajio b MCTopwM nbrncoio najia- 
new Bcex B03jno6jieHHbix, EoMCbMX neTek... 3HaeT IlaBeji 

06 MCTMHe JKM3HW, KOTOpaH nOHBJIHeTCH B CHHTMM 

noKpbffiajia M3H#bi c jiraja MowceeBa; M3 KynMHbi anfamieH 
rojioc: "fl" — "H". 



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Mwcyc BbiKBjmeT flpeBHewuiyio Tawny; 3aK0HHHK — 
see, CaBji, y3Haex JIkk ee: "... h yate He h JKHBy, ho 
jKMBeT bo MHe XpwcToc" (raji 2:20). 3to "Ich", yMMpaH, 
pacnajioct Ha "I" m "ch", crajio "IX". CoeflHHHH no-HOBOMy 
3HaKM, MoaHH BocKpecaeT ajih jkm3hh: "5K" — jkh3hi.; 

"BeHHOH 3KH3HbK» Mbl BO3p05KflaeMCH B Jlyxe'. npi*HCM3HM; 

Tenept, yMepeB, He ywipeM": b MoaHHe; oh ywrr, KaK "Bor 
flapoBaji HaM jkhshb BeHHyio, w cmh JKM3Hb b Cbme Ero" 
(1 Mh 5:11). 

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OflojieHwe nejioBeKa y»ce Hanajiocb: civiepTbio IlaBJia 
b McToprai Bceiw pacnHHaHMeM IlaBjioBOji jimhmii: najianaMM 
m nbrrKaMM BW3Bajin 6yHT - , B03MymeHne IlaBjiOBa flyxa 
— ero TffiKejiefiiiiaH Kama; to — 6yHT <t>pHapnxa Hranne. 
PacnHTHeM tS>pnflpnxa Hnmne, b pacriHTbe y3HaBiueM, 
hto oh /Imohmc, — cyzH>6bi IlaBJioBOM jimhmm; Hnmne — 
He <t>pMflpwx: HMeeT b pacrorrrai noeoe umsi oh; oh — 
"Ruohuc"; HaHMHaeTCH b HeM rjryooHaiiuiaH flpaMa — 
MMCTepwH jimhhoctw; jxa: "^mohmc" yivrapaeT pacTep- 
3aHHbifi; ho BocKpecaeT — emopou fluonuc: BocxpecaeT 
KaK Mbiam.; m KOH-KpeTHewuiMM MMiryJibcoM Jloroca b Hac 
npoTeKaeT TaHMoe HOBoe Mmh. 

KaKoe me Mmh? 

XpMCTOC... 

Hnuuie, pacnHTbiii, cHOBa BocKpecaeT: "He fl... ho 

XpMCTOC". 

PacnHHaroie BeTxoro b Hac nejioBeKa b BoccTaHbe, ero, 
KaK Hejia, caMOM BenHocTM, BeKa, Koropbra ecTb jihhhh 
Kpyra BpeMeH w ecxb "Beico" flyxoBHoro "Oko." to — • Jloroc; 
noaroMy ec-rb Hejio-BeK — nposefleHne Jloroca, Mhcjim, 



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B rjia3a, o6paMJieHHbie "BeicaMM". nyerb Hce otkpoiotch 

HaillH "3eHHTM". 

M naBeji — OTKpbiTwe 3HaeT: oho — "OTKpoBeHne". 

"... BenoiM Ham nejioBeK paoiHT" (Phm 6:6); "... BHeunnitf 
Haui nejioBeK... TJieeT..." (2 Kop 4:16); "IJapcTBO Moe He ot 
Mwpa cero" (Mh 18:36); "flpeBHee npouuio, renept Bee 
HOBoe"; "... BTopoii nejioBeK — Tocnofli. c He6a" (1 Kop 
15:47). "M Hac MepTBbix... noca#Mji Ha He5ecax". EMy BefloMo 
— "b neM coctomt aoMOCTpoMTejibCTBo Tatebi". (Edp 3:9). 

IlaBeji 3flect — 330Tepwic; yMeeT "ropoflCTBOBaTb" 
oh; m — CMeeTCH Ha# MyzjpocTbio Myapux; kjdoh k Mya- 
Poctm "Aiydpocmeu" MMpa cero, awmponuaMa («3bi- 
necTBa) n co$u3Ma (3aK0Ha nygeHCKoro) IlaBJiOM 
noao6paH; oh — nofljiMHHbiH aHmponoco(fi: orKpbiBaer 
MCTopMM KyjibTypbi KyjibTyp, — nyrw U SL" or "JT' juiHHoro, 
^HcaBaTMaHa, k "ST', KaK CaMO, mjim k "ATMaHy" b CaMo- 
co-3HaHMH HejioBenecTBa. 

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Mojihmm Mbicjiefi anocTOJia IlaBJia o chhtmm noKpu- 
Bajia: "MiweH TaKyro HafleMyay mm flewcTByeM c. flep3Ho- 
BeHHeM, a He TaK KaK Mowceit, icomopwu nojiaraji 
noKpbiBano Ha jraue CBoe, HTo6bi cbiHbi M3panjieBbi He 
B3npajiM Ha KOHeu npexoflHinero" (2 Kop 3:12, 13). 

Taitaa juma MowceeBa, Aunnocmu, ecTb Tafoia "fl". 

B ce6e caMOM pacnsTbifi, 
KaK MTJioH He6biTHH — 
B ce6e caMOM pa3T>«TbiH, 
CBerJieio CBexoM "if". 



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B OrpOMHOM, TeMHOM MHpe 

PyKa moh pacTcr. 
B SeccojiHenHbie uinpH 
9l coJiHeHHO npoarepT. 
"H" — 3to Tbi, FpxztymHH 

H3 OTCH KO MHe BO MHe: 

B paCKHHNTbie KyilJH 

Flofl " Tbi Ecu na He6ecu" . 

"Ho yMbi mx ocjieruieHbi: m6o to 5Ke caiwoe noKptmajio 
flOHbiHe ocTaeTCH hcchhtmm npn HTeHHM Berxoro 3aBeTa, 
noTOMy hto oho cHKMaeTCH XpucTOM. RoKbme, Koraa ohm 
HMTaHDT MoMcen, noKpWBajio jie»MT na cepflue hx; ho 
Kor^a o6pamaK»TCH k Tocnoay, ror^a amo noKptreajio 
CHMMaeTCH. rocno^b ecrn> flyx; a rfle ,Hyx, TaM cBo6o,zia" 
(2 Kop3: 14-17). 

"... Bor, noBeneBiiMM H3 TbMbi BoccMHTb CBeTy, 03apmi 
Haunt cepflua, fla6M npocBeTMTb nac no3HaHweM cjiaBM 
BoHCweii b jmu,e Mucyca XpwcTa. Ho coKpoBwme cue mm 
hochm b rjuoiHHbix cocyzjax... mm roHMMbi, ho He oeraBJieHbi; 
HM3jiaraeMM, ho He norM6aeM. Bcer^a hocmm b rejie 
MepTBocTb Focno^a Mwcyca, hto6m m jkh3hb MncycoBa 
oTKpMJiacb b Tejie HanieM. M6o Mbi ?KMBbie HenpecTaHHO 
npeflaeMCH Ha cuiepTb paflH Mwcyca, hto6 h HCW3Hb 
MwcycoBa OTKpbuiacb b cMepTHOM imotm Hamew, TaK hto 
cMepn fleiicTByeT b Hac, a JKM3Hb b sac... IIoceMy Mbi He 
yHbiBaeiw; ho ecjra BHeiHHMM nejioBeic Ham m TjieeT, to 

BHyTpeHHHM CO flHH Ha fleHb oSHOBJIHeTCH... 

Ch'Toro Mbi h B03flbixaeM, JKejian oGjienbcn b He6ecHoe 
Hanre jKHjiraue... M6o mm, Haxoancb b 3tom xraKMHe, 
B03flbixaeM nos 6peMeHeM, noTOMy mto He xotmm 



coBjie^bCH, ho oojienbCH, hto6m cMepxHoe norjiomeHO 6bwo 
3KM3HBK)" (2 Kop 4:6-12, 16; 5:2, 4). 

Anocroji rjiacMT: "IIoKpbraajio oTHtme ocTaeTcn He 
chhtbim"; oho — Hame jiMHHoe "JT\ oTpajKeHbe — Xpncra 
Mwcyca. H ,Hyx; orroro-To "zde ffyx... mam ceo6oda"; 
cBo6o^a ecn> "H"; ee hocmm b cocynax 3aK0Ha, hjib — 
rjiMHHHbix: AflaM nepBbiM ecrb KpacHaa rjiMHa, ho 
"coKpoeume... hocum e... cocydax". Mbi b jihhhocth Hameii 
Tep3aeMCH ciwepTbio, hto6 "cwcuawb Mucycoea omKpbuiacb" 
6li b "mejie"; tslk "cjnepmb" ecTb ajih "oku3hu": cKB03b 

CMepTb K BOCKpeceHMK); 3HaHMe JKM3HM flyXQBHOli B 

"mejiax" ecrb TaMHcTBeHHbm rao3Hc anocrana riaB^ia, 

CBH3yK>mHii JKM3Hb C yMMpaHMeM 3a TBapb, HTo6bI 

cMepTbio TBapHoro b Hac coTBopMjiacb 6bi TawHa /ryxoB- 
hocth b TBapnx. IIo3TOMy cMepTb, no anocTOjiy, 
"deucmeyem" b jmhhocthx, b "nac", hto6 b 6yHTyioiHMX 

JMHHOCTHX OHejlOBeHMJiaCb BCHKaH HbIHe 6e3JIMHHaH TBapb 

(rpynnoBan "flyuia"; noTOMy-TO u 3KU3Hb" fleficTByeT b 
"Bac"; "«w" one — "meapu", KOTopbie BTaiiHe Ha^eioTCH 
crraTb, KaK 6y«To "demu"; TaK "jiee" 3apaTycTpM — 
npe^BecTMe; 6jim3Mtch uapcTBO Reieti... 3apaTycTpa, 
yBHAeBiuM .JlbBa, BocKJiHuaeT, hto 6jim3htcji — flem! 
B CMepTb ecrb npoeKUHH 3km3hh 3acMepTHow Ha 

njIOCKOCTM JKH3HM, nOflBepjKeHHOH CMepTMJ TeHb 

3KM3hm; mbi — tchm TeHew: m coiifleM b TeHeByio o6wTejib; 
Mbi — JIMHMM JIHHMH, njIOCKOCTb — tohkm, npoflyKTbi 
pacnafla — ceneHMH MHOJKecTBa jimhmm; to — cMepraoe b 
Hac; pa3jio3KeHne njiocKoc™ cMepTH Ha jihhmm, hjih 
ceneHMH MHojKecTBa njiocKocTeJi, ecTb cMepTb cMepTu: 
BoccTaHMe npocTpaHCTBa ayxoBHoro Mwpa, noaTOMy: "He 
xomuM mu coejieHbcx," : xotmm mbi "o6Aeubcsi", TaK 



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cMepTHoe — TeHb norjiomeHbe »h3hh KOHenHoe. Akt 
norjiomeHbH 3acMepTHoro 5KH3Hbio — aKT no3HaBaHHH: 
pe3yjn>TaTi>i no3HaHwii: "TeHb 6ynymero"; anocroji >Ke 
ywr, KaK cjie^yeT "oSHOBMTbca ayxoM yivia.. m oojienbcn 
b HOBoro nejioBeKa". 

Ho "dyx" y»ta — Jloroc. TaK, IlaBeji ec-n. moct ot IleT- 
pa k MoaHHy, or ruioro paccyflKa k hx nejibHocro b Pa3yMe: 
Pa3yM, Tpafl, HMcxoflnupiii K3 He6a, kjjb — Jloraica 
Jloroca: Be^Han 5Kn3Hb KaK CBeTOBaa CTpaHa 6mtmh 
5KM3HM mbicjih: "B Hanajie 6e Cjiobo". 

Anocfoji Hac ynwr, KaK Bbi#TO M3 Berxoro rpaaa: ospa- 

(Jfcl IleTpOBOft (i^epKOBHOrO XpHCTMaHCTBa MCTOpMM); M 

roBopirr: "HMcyc, fla6w ocBHTKTb jnoaen KpoBHio CBoero, 
nocrrpaflaji BHe BpaT. MfraK BbitffleM k HeMy 3a craH..." 
(Ebp 13:12, 13). Oh 30BeT... or 3aKOHa, rjiacn: "BeperaTecb 
o6pe3aHMH". Oh — 3HaeT saKOH, mib paccyflOK pac- 
cyflOHHOM jiorMKM (jioniKH KaHTa n KoreHa); caM oh — 
3aKOHHMK, eBpeft: oh — "EBpeii or EBpeeB, no yieHwio 
<papnceii, no peBHOcrw — roHMTejib... no npaBfle 3aK0HH0M 
— HenopoHHbrii" (<S>jin 3:5, 6). 

MfleT oh M3 nepKBM (3aK0Ha) ckbo3B uepKOBb; BHe 
nepKBM IleTpoBOM (orpaflu) oh xoneT B03flBMrHyn. cBoifr 
Kpecrr: nocTpaflaTb "ene epam" rpafla; uepKOBHoii orpaflbi; 
k 3flecb oh crpaaaeT: pacroroieM <&pnflpwxa Hranne: 
npoTecTaHTM3M, npoTecT, 6yHT, cBoeBOJiMe — nyrb 

yflajieHMH IlaBJIOBOH JIMHHH OT "HCTOpHHeCKOH jbihmm 

uepKBM IleTpoBOM"; m 6yHT, cBoeBojme, bojih, cBoooaa, 
jno6oBb — npn6jiMMteHMe IlaBjioBofi jimhmm k jimhhm 
MoaHHOBOM, CBepxHcropwHecKOM UepKBH, rfle neT yace 
HMHa JleBMTOBa, r«e BoccraeT HKKOMy He M3BecTHbiM, whom, 
6jiaroflaTHbiii cBHmeHHMK: "... 6e3 oma, 6e3 MaTepw, 6e3 



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poflocjiOBHH, He MMeromMJi hm Hanajia flHen, hm KOHija 
5KM3HM, ynoflo6jiHHCi> Cbray Bojkmio, npe6troaeT cBHiyeH- 
hmkom HaBcerfla" (EBp 7:3). 

He npexoflHT BOBeK... MoaHHl m oh — b BeHHoera. 

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Haui nyTb 

naBeji — anocToji h3i.ihhmkob: "KaK Atioctoji H3HH- 
hhkob, a npocjiaBJiHK) cjiyweHne Moe" (Phm 11:13). 

<t>MJIOCO(pMH CaM0n03HaHbH — BepiHMHa H3bIHeCK0H 

MyapocTM; naBeji rjiacMT k TuMocpeio: "BHWKaH b ce6a... 
3aHMMaiicH cum iioctohhho". 

KyjibTypoio, npaKcncoM mmcjim Bcxoflwjia aHTM^maa 
MyApocxb; anocroji coBeTyeT: "npeo6pa3ywTecH o6hob- 
jieHbeM yMa". 06HOB.rieHbe yMa ecrb nyrb Me^MTaipiM, Mora 
no3HaHna; Mbicjib, yKperuiHHCb, bbo,d,mtch b Tejio CKB03b 
cep^tte: o flewcTBUM coneTaHMH cepaua c yMOM roBopHT 
HMHe cTapubi; o tom we rjiacmi eiue KpwiiiHy; jkmboki, 

KOHKpeTHOK) MblCJIMK) COBJieKaeM c ce&H B (pMUIOCOCpMM 

CaMKbM TpM TyHbi, Karopbie cyrb npoHBjieHMH npaKpwTM, 
MaTepwn: TaMac w CaTBa m Paawa (Tpji M03ra, TpH "Tejia": 
(pH3MHecKoe, ctmxhmhoc m acTpajo.Hoe). naBeji rjiacMT, 
hto BCKpwBaeMa MbicjiMio nauia njioTCKaH npupoaa, 
KOTopaa oGHapyjKMBaeMa ^o pa3flejieHbH "M03roB" m 
"cocTaBOB" (cocTaBbi — tejia); ryr hbjihiotch HaM, 
hto ona 3KgeT cnaceHbH ot fleHCTBeHHoii Mbicjiw: noaroMy 
"npeo6pa3yMTecH oSHOBJieHbeM yMa". 

"O6H0BJieHbe yMa" npocBeTJineT HeyMHoe, w6o He 
yMHoe, nyBCTBa h bojih crymeHMH yMa; Bee, hto HaM 
npeflcraeT b KaTeropwax njioTM — He y3HaHHbiw yM; 



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"ooHOBjieHbe yMa" ecrb BBeaeHwe b apepy co3HaHbH Toro, 
hto ctoht nepefl HaMH bo o6pa3e 6ecco3Haioia; "o6pa3" 

We 3TOT eCTb MMp njIOTHHOft; M Mil B HeM (KaK npwpo- 

flofl powfleHHbie TBapw); 3aBwcnM0CTb Hama ot TBapHoro 
Mwpa, 3Kejie3HHfi 3aK0H iijiothhoh ecrb hjijik)3hh mm pa 

C03HaHMH; B CHHTHM 3THX HJUIKXJMH npoije^C "06HOB- 

JieHbH yMOM", hjiw — #ora no3HaHHH; kto o^ojieeT 
no3HaHne, tot pa36epeT, hto saKOHbi npwpoflbi — nocjiefl- 

CTBHH CTaTHKJI aKTOB n03HaHMH; HaUiefl flHHaMHKOft Mbium 
MM njiaBMM CTaTMHeCKMM o6pa3 3aK0Ha B "flyxoBHyio 
jKM3Hb"; h njiaBjieHMeM 3tmm MeHHeM 3HaHeHne Bcex 
"coaepjKaHMii" 3aK0Ha npMpoflbi; TaraiM coaepjKaHweM HaM 
npeacraeT Hama njioTb, H3MeHHfl co3HaHwe, mm ruiaBHM b 
CBoooay 3aKOH; h ruiaBJieHweM 3tmm Mnp iuiotm craHOBHTCH 
b HaineM co3HaHHM — TeM, hto oh ecrb: co-3HaHweM 
pa3Hbix OTflejibHocTeii, ijanoro, mjh> "Ca/uo": CaMo-co- 
3HaHMe ecTb npoijecc BocKpeceHMH npwpoabi, ocbo- 
6oJKfleHMH TBapw, KOTopan ecrb aSeppaipta Hac, KaK He 
TBapHbrx noa (popMoii "3a.Kona". Bot cxeMa, KOTopan HaM 
onwcyer nopHfl(oK) Hacretf cnoBa Bbicuiero caMO-co-3HaHKH, 
Jloroca b Hac. 

1. 1) 3HaHMe (Hamero MbnujieHMH). 

2) 3HaHwe (Hamero HyBCTBOBaHMH). 

3) 3HaHMe (Hamero bojkhmh). 

2. 1) 3HaHMe (mmcjih BHe Hac: 3aKOH npwpoflbi). 

2) 3HaHMe (nyBCTBa BHe Hac: HyBCTBeHHOcrb, nac- 

CWBHOCTb, TBapHOCTb, njIOTCKOCTb). 

3) 3HaHwe (bojih BHe Hac: MaTeppra). 

3HaHMH 3TM flaiOTCH B C03HaHKH. 

1. Co-3HaHMe (qejibHocTb mmcjim, nyBCTBa, bojih) flyirm. 

2. Co-3HaHMe (qejibHocTb 3aK0Ha, iijioth, MaTepnn) 
BHeuiHero MMpa 



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B CaM0-C0-3HaHHM 06a C03HaHKfl HaCTM C03HaHbfl 

"Como" ("H" ecMb MMp, Miip ecn> "H"). 



CAMO - ("fl" bo Xpucme tlaejia) 



Co — (dyuia "H" jiunnoe) 



Co — (mejvo — Mup) 



3HOHUe 
M-blCJlUJ 


3Hauue 
'nyacmea) 


3HdHUe 

(bojlu) 



3Hauue 
(xaKona 



3Hauue 
(Hyecmeeu 
uocmu) 



3HO.HUe 

(Mamepuu) 



B CaM0-CO-3HaHHM MM npOHHKaeMCH MfalCJIbK) O CBH3M 

"CaMo" c "HejioM" BeKa, o cbh3m co- c "BeneM" 

(cOOOpHOCTbK), OpraHM3MOM JDOfleii) M "3HaHMM" CO "CTBOM" 

(hjih "moccok>", HeopraHMHecKMM xacoM HeJiOBenecKofi 

«H3HH). 



JlorOC XpHCTOC 



ATMaH 



CaMO 




BpaxmaH 



Hejio 



(MHflMBMflyyM JMMHOCTM) (HHflMBMflyyM KQJIJieKTOBa) 

Co- Bene 

(jn-Pffloe "fl") (Co6opHoe Hanajio KOJUieKTMBa) 

3nanne CTBO 

(cocTaB jmhhocto) (Macca, cocrraB co3HaHHH) 



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"CaMo-co-3HaHne", Hac bhboah H3 aneHeHMH 1) BHem- 
Hero 3HamiH, 2) M3 BHeumeii, 4>opMajn.Ho CBH3yk>meJi 
HopMbi ero, hjim — CO, 3) H3 Como — OTKpbffiaeT HaM 
cymHocTH HceJiyAOHHoii (iuiothhow) HejioBenecKoJi MW3HH, 
M3 JKM3HM cepfleHHO-jayuieBHOii (n3 "ecua" apTepMM w Ben. 
coruieTeHHsix b nyjibcauMM cepaua), H3 3KH3hh a5crpaKTHo 
ayxoBHoii, W3 "caMocm" Hauiew paccyaoMHofi jkm3hm. 

Ilyn. "uo2u" anocrojia IlaBJia ecTb nyn> "o6no8jieHtix. 
yjnoM", mjim nyn. "caMoco3Hanusi": "BHHKaii b ce6H... 
3aHMMawcH cum nocTOHHHo"„. Tot nyrb norpyjKeHfafl b ce6n 
m ecTb nyn. coneraHbH CaMo — npe3 "Hejio" — c "BeneM", 
"cTBa" b "nejioBeHecTBe": nyn. oGjieneHbH b Cocpwro, 
IIpeMyflpocTb, mib Tejio XpucroBo; w IlaBeji rjiacHT: "He 
XOTHM MM COBJieHBCH... o6jieHbCH. v TejiecHwft npwflaTOK 
M^jn03MH B flejiaHbe MblCJieHHOM..." "O6H0BMTbCH flyxoia 
yiwa... m oojieHbCH b HOBoro nejioBeKa" Hac ynnr anocroji; 

OH yHMT rpaflaUMM "3HaHWii" B "c03HaHHM", yHHT 

rpaflauHH pnfla co3HaHwii b "CaMo"; BbiBOflHineM Hac k 
Pa3yMy; b Pa3yMe mh coruieTaeMCH hbho c Hciiom Beste- 
cTBa (BemecTBa) HejioBeiecTBa; MHoroo6pa3we jimh- 
HOCTefi, MHorocTb aapoB orapbiBaeTCH Tyr; pa3yM — Men, 
pa3#eJiHK>mvM Tejio Ha HjieHbi; n — Haflejunomrai hjichm 
flpo6nMoro Tejia co3HaTejibHOM "HHHOCTbio"; "o6jieHeMCH 
B opyjKMe CBeTa", KOTopoe — Men; b 3tom cBeTe 
npneMJieM no HOBOMy mm K3yMHTejn>Hoe yneHte "o 
dapax", "Men dejinvu/Uu" y IlaBJia ecTb uejibHOCTb 
eflMHCTBa M MHowecTBa B MMpe MHflMBMflyyMa (mib 
XpiicTa); y IleTpa 3to Men, oTceKaiomJiii.-, yxo. 

"OpyoKue ceema" ecn» Pa3yM anocTana; cBeT wie Mena, 
pyKOHTb ero — cojrane cpaBopa: vuih jkm3hh o6HOBjieHb« 
Bcex TKaHeii TercecHbix b yMe, "O&nejaiTecb bo BceopyacMe 



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BoJKJie... noTOMy hto Hama 6paHb... npoTHB HaiajibCTBa, 
npoTMB BjiacTeii; ... B03bMKTe mwT Bepbi... w mjieM 
cnaceHHH m Men flyxoBHMH..."(E(p 6:11, 12, 13, 17). 

TaK npoHBjiHeT ce6n 6jiaro,flaTb 6jiaroBecTBOBaHHfl 
cpeflt H3HHHHKOB y anocmna IlaBJia: "... nwcaJi BaM... no 
saHHOii MHe ot Bora 6jiaroflaTM 6biTb cjiyjKMTejieM 
Mwcyca XpwcTa y H3Mhhhkob..."(Phm 15:15; 16). 

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BbiTb anocTOjioM caMono3HaHHH — 3HaHHT: ynwrb, 
KaK nocxpoHTb Ha co6cTBeHHOM KpenKOM (pyHflaMeiiTe 
("3") — KpenocTb sepHoro 3HaHMH: 3HaHMT BbJpamHBaTb 
"fl"; h no-cBoeMy — KawflOMy; "naoKdozo dejio" 
npoHBKTcn; "oroHb wcnbrraeT flejio KajKfloro, KaKOBO oho 
ecTb... y koto flejio cropMT, tot noTepriHT ypoH| BnponeM 
caM cnaceTCH, ho TaK, KaK 6bi M3 orHH" (1 Kop 3:13, 15). 

"#ejio KaHC^oro — iiora co3HaHHH"; "aoMocTpo- 
MTejibCTBo TaiiHbi"; nepBbiii 3Tan Ha nyro ono3HaHbH 
ce6a ecn. y3HaHbe o tom, hto mm hmihh, hto othhto Bee 
flocTOHHMe Hauie, Bee cTaBinwe 3HaHna: mm — b 
HenocpeflCTBeHHo aaHHOM, KaK b xaoce; JiHHHoe 
MecTOMMeHMe (MecTo HMeHMH) nycTo: mm — hhihm. "M5o 
h flyMaio, hto HaM... Eor cyfliui 6brrb KaK 6m npwro- 
BopeHHbiMM k cMepTM, noTOMy hto mm cae-najiwcb 
no3opntu;eM p,jw Mwpa, fljin AHrejioB n nejioBeKOB" (1 
Kop 4:9). 

Mm noTepHJiM "KMemie" Hauie, njib — npejKHee 
3HaHne: "Kto flyMaeT, hto oh 3HaeT HTO-HM6yflb, tot 
Hunero eme He 3HaeT" (IKop 8:2). TojibKo noTOM 

B03HMKaeT WHOM HenOHHTHMH H3MK "nOCBHLUeHMH", 



i 



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CBH3aHHbIH C "flOMOCTpOMTejIbCTBOM Ta#Hhl" CaMO- 

co3HaHMH: "... ecjiw h npnay k Ban*, 6paTHH, m (rraHy 
roBopwTb Ha He3HaicoMhix H3bDcax, to KaKyio npuHecy 
Bawr nojn,3y..?" (lKopl4:6). 

BHUKan b coKpbrroe 3HaHwe IlaBJia, HaM^jieayeT 
npewfle npoHMKHyn. b ce6a; roBopuT oh: "BHHKafi b ce6« 
m b yneHMe"; IleTp oTBJieKCH ot "H" m BHHKaHbfl b ce6n, 
BMcrynaer c cpopMajn.Hi.iM "3aK0H0M"; He bchkhm "3<ikoh" 
IlaBJiy Hywcfl; aaace nyrb caMoco3HaHHH — nyn> ajih 
co3peBumx flo 3to# "cbo6o;h.i"; flJiH Tex, kto eme He 
roTOB, — BepeH IleTp; eMy HenoHHTHbi cjiOBa 33omepuKa 
— Tlaejw., KaK 6buui HenoHHTHbi ohm IleTpy, bot hto IleTp 
roBopwT o nocjiaHMHx IlaBJia: "Oh (to ecTb IlaBeji) 
roBopHT 06 3tom vl bo Bcex nocjiaHHflx, b KOTopux ecTb 
HeHTo Heyflo6oBpa3yMHTejn.Hoe, hto HeBewflH... k co6- 
cTBeHHOM CBoew norMSejm, npeBpamaroT"(2 IleT 3:16), 
no3TOMy nyra IlaBJia — onacnbi IleTpy; ho IleTpoBo 
yneHMe — He onacHo ajih IlaBJia: "Ecjim kto... nonwTaeT 
ce6n npopoKOM hjim ayxoBHbiM, tot aa pasyMeeT, hto h 
roiuiy BaM..." (IKop 14:37). IIpH3HaHMe "mauHbi" — 
yneHHH — 3/jecb. Hy, a TeM, kto He npw3HaH eme Ha 
nyrw caMorH03Hca: "A kto He pa3yMeeT, nycTb He 
pa3yMeeT" (1 Kop 14:38). 

Aiioctoji — CBo6ofleH: He cTaHeT oh acenb w aaBMTb; 
He MeHHeTCH "uyomoe dejio"; KaK IleTp, npe3 Bena m c 
MenoM, h c orHeM npoxoflHBiuHH no cTpanaM Boctokb, 
HacwjibCTBeHHO BOflpywaa KpecTbi M y6wftcTBeHH0 BflaB- 
jiMBaji flapoBaHHyro ot XpwcTa HaM cBo6ofly b roHHMyio, 

nOJ^3aKOHHyH> TBapHOCTb. 

EcTecTBeHHO noKa3yeT HaM IlaBeji, hto mm oraeBaH 
"cepdeuHax nepenucxa" c XpwcTOM: "Bbi... nwcbMo 



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XpwcTOBo, HanwcaHHoe... flyxoM Bora JKKBaro..." "Ha 
cKpHHCajwx cepaua". "CKpHHcajiw" — cepflenHbie — 
"KaMHM" b yneHbe IleTpa: mmm Hac noSwBajiM. 

y IlaBJia pacmwpeHO cojmeHHO cepflue: "cepflue Hauie 
pacunipeHo" (2 Kop 6:11). Oh He xoneT, hto6h cjieno 
noBepajiM mm b ero co6cTBeHHoe nocTpoeHwe TaMMoro 
"doMa": "O Hac see, Haaeiocb, y3HaeTe, hto mw to, new 

flOJISKHbl 6bITb". OH 3THM OTBeTMJI MCTOpHH Ha BeCb CbICK, 
Ha BCK) TeXHMKy yjlWHeHHH ero MHKBH3HT0pOM IHKOJIBI 

IleTpoBOM, KOTopbrii Beflb 6mji Kawacpoii:, yHMBiHMM Ilerpa 
eme HeKor^a "TexHHKe oTpeqeHHH". 

Began 6ojn>ine IleTpa, He c*nrraeT ce6n flocTwraiomHM 
IlaBeji: "... h He noHMTaio ce6H flocntruniM; a tojb>ko, 
3a6tiBaH 3aflHee w npocrapaHCb Bnepeg, crpeMjuocb k 
u,ejnt..." (<£jin 3:13, 14). IleTp "3aflHero" He 3a6bmaeT, 
norjiHflbiBaH a noBepibiBaHCb Ha3a,g; m ctomt oTToro ero 
DjepKOBb, KaK "cmojiG coarhou" ... "jKeHoii JIoTa, 
BnepHBuietfcH b rpex n0fl3aK0HH0CTn". IlaBJioBa 
"IfcpKoe*" cTpeMMTca Bnepea k flajibHewuieii uejm; m 
cTeraeT 6wnaMM oTCTaBuiMx: "BnponeM, flo Hero mw 
flocTMrjiM, TaK n flojiacHbi MbicjuiTb m no TOMy npaBmry 
JKHTb" (<&jm 3:14). 

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IlaBeji pwcyeT yneHwe nyro MCM3HM "H". To — Kyja- 
Typa KyjibTyp; He cjiynaftHO Bonpoc o KyjibType KyjibTyp 
npMKacaeTCH k TeMaM EBaHrejiwtf; 3flecb Hac BCTpenaeT 
rjiy6oKan Been, o co3HaHMM b "A"; 3flecb pacRpwro caMO 
co3Haiomee "-#"■ 3flecb — ochobm ayxoBHoro 3HaHHH. 
TeMa EBaHrejiHfi — Tenia Kyjibrypbi KyjibTyp. 



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3Ta TeMa — o6ocHOBaHne KyjibTypw KaK flyxa; 3#ecb 
flyx ecTb KOHKpeTHocTb; o6paTHo: "KOHtcpem" mcm3hh 
"H" — hhctwh Jlyx; m npo6jieMa KyjibTypw — npo6jieMa 
KOHKpeTHOcra; Bee me KOHKpeTHoe — onwTHo; onbiT 
KyjibTypw ecTb onwT flyxoBHwfi. 

KyjibTypa He ecTb bchkmm oiiht, npejftaeTHO- 
peajn>Hoe, BemHoe, noflJieJKamee cMcreMaTMKe, 3HaeM, 
cBOflMMO k eduncmey, KaK flaHHoe MHOotcecmeo; CBH3b 
odnozo m dpyzozo, eduncmea n MHOOKecmea, HaM bhc- 
TynaeT b w^ee Bceo6mero; (popMbi Bceo6mero — (popMbi 
npeflMeiHoro onbrra; 3to — 3a/KOKbi; 3aK0H 3Ke, no KaHTy, 
— a priori onwTa; TaK hto cucmejna npodytcmoe 
KyAvmyp'bi, BocnpMHjrrwx cmaeuiuAiu <f>opMaMu, jmuib 
o6ocHyeT KyjibTypy, KaK cpaKT MaTepwajibHtm; cMCTeMa 
KyjibTypw — e 3a.KOHax — one TeMa npMpoflbi; cMCTeMa 
npwpoflbi 6 3aKOHax — CMCTeMa 3aK0H0B; ona — He 
KOHKpeTHa; m HeT MaTepwajibHOM KOHKpeTHOcTM; 
HyBCTBeHHbrti onbiT — a6cTpaKH,MH uucmozo onwma, 
flaHHoro HaM Henoc-pe,zrcTBeHHo, TaK hto KyjibTypa ecTb 
cpaKT o6T>HCHeHMH onbiTa, flaHHoro HaM enesaKOHHO. OHa 
SjiaroflaTHa. 

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KyjibTypa ecTb HeHTO jiesKamee b HaineM co3HaHMw; 
onbiT co3HaHMH KyjibTypeH; npoflyKTbi KyjibTypw — 
nenaTM co3HaHHH; "eeufit" BHe Hac He hmciot KyjibTypbi; 
npwpoAHbie Benin cyrb eevqu e ce6e; n KyjibTypHbie — 
"eeiU/U djm hoc", tjt oco6wh no^xofl k MaTepiiajiaM b 
KyjibType; MaTepwn — TOjibKO a6cTpaKnnn; ecTb 
"Mamepucui": BocnpwnTbe co3HaHHH. 



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Becb MaTepnaji o<popMJieHMH b KyjiiType, b npwpofle 

OflMH; M3MeHHeTCH CBH3b 3JieMeHT0B B C03HaHHe 

KyJIbTypH H 3HaHMfi; "CO" 3HaHMM OflHO; "co" B 

KyjibType — apyroe; m "3Ha.Hue" tohho# HayKH ecn. 
3HaHwe b TepMMHe "Wissenschaft" (3HaHne 3aKOHa 
npnpoflu); b KyjibType to 3HaHne — "Wissen" (urn, — 
BeaeHbe); co-oco3HaHne 3HaHHH, paccMaTpKBaeMbix b 
"Wissenchaften", ecTb KaHTOBo "cwHTeTKHecKoe 
egiiHCTBO caMoeo3HaHWH", mm "cyfrbeKT" no3HaBaHna, 
3to ecTb (popMa Bcex cpopM, mjim "Hopiwa", oHa — 
o6TjeKTMBHa, cy6i>eKT no3HaBanbH — "o6-beK.m"; pi oh — 
"Mecro" nycToe "MMeHHH" (HMeHH); "Auunoe MecmouMe- 
uue" oh, npujioJKMMoe nycTo k rjiarojiawc; rjiaixwibHocTb 
ecTb fleficTBeHHOCTb, flewcTBeHHOCTb >Ke — CBH3b npw- 

HHHJ M B npMKMHHOCTM Mbl OCpOpMJIHeM HBJieHMH 

npnpoflHoro MMpa. 

KyjiBTypa Bcerfla cBepxnpnpo£Ha; npwpoflHoe KpoeMo 
4>opMOM 3aKOHa, aScTpaKimeH; ccpepa KyjibTypw — BHe 

BCeX OTBJieMeHMM, nOHHTWH, aScTpaKIIHM. IlblTajIMCb 

Kyjn>TypHyK) ccpepy Ha3BaTb hmctom c<pepoii hhakbh- 
flyajibHbix HBJieHMH, h cpMjiococpJiw BnHflejib6aHflTa h 
PwKKepTa MHoro flaroT MHTepecHeMUmx Mbicjiew o ctpepe 
KyjibTypbi; KyjibTypu Beer^a "MHHHBMflyyMbi"; "J/ludueu- 
dyyMOM" cpHJiococpWH PwKKepTa Ha3biBaeT "KOMnjieKc"*: 
HeygaHHo. ^miococp np,eePi wejiaeT HaM BbiHBMTb 
HegejiMMOcTb h qejiocTb KyjibTypHoro cpaKTa; TaK, Mbi, 
Ha3bmaH "KOMnjieKcoM" KyjibTypHbrii nposyKT, oTMeraeM 
ero ot noHHTHM, "eduncmeo", "eceo6u$HOcmb" , "mho- 
oicecmeo", hbho BBOflHinMX Hac b ctpepy "3a,KOHa", 



* r. PuKKepm. rpaHimtr ecrecTBeHHo-HaynHoro o6pa30BaHHH noKHTMH. 
CII6., 1903. 



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KyjibTypHHH npoayKT He hbjihctch HaM MexaHH3M0M; m 
cTajio 6biTb: "co" — He ecTb g5op./vta co3HaHMH: He co- 
cTOHHMe m He KO-MHepaMH, a — co-deucmeue, ko- 
onepauMH. 

TaK BOCCTaeT MH#MBHflyyM, KaK "opza.HU3M", m Hfleew 
opraHMnecKoro no3HaHMH onpeflejiHMa Hfles Kym>Typbi, 
b noHHTMe MaxepMajibHoro opraHM3Ma He Moaser 
ocpopMMTbCH 3Ta M^en; He MaTepiiaJibHbie opraHM3Mbi 
KyjibTypbi flanw HaM b usee "o v,eAOM"\ co-3HaHbe 
KyjibTypbi — co3HaHbe Mfleii o uzjiom; KaK nepBOM, 
KOToporo nacTM — noHHTHH (KaTeropnn KaHTa): 

eflMHCTBO, BCeo6lIIHOCTb M MHOMCeCTBOJ 3TM nOHHTHH 

MbicjiMMbi b iiejiOM; eduucmeo eue ueaozo ecrm> edunuua; 
egxiHima JKe b qejioM — flpyroe eflMHCTBo: "odno"; nofl 
"cShum" »e flaHa "MHoroHacTHocTb", KaK "cTuunuHocmb"; 
BHe qejioro "Muoeoe" mbicjimmo MaTeMaranecKHM mho- 
wecTBOM; "MHozoe" b uejioM — ■ "dpyzoe": rpaHwijbi rjih 
cnjiouiHocra; cruiouiHOCTb saHa cocmoswueM co3H0,husi, 
BbiJiojKeHHoro KaK "eflMHCTBo"; to — "H"; TaK HTO 

"MHOrOe" HaM OTKpblBaeTCH MHOJKeCTBOM COCTOHHMM 

co3HaHMii, co3HaHMK> flaHHOMy 3anpeflejibHbiM, MJib 
MHOJKecTBOM "SI" BHe H flaHHoro; to — 6ecco3HaHbH, 
Mjib "fl", KaK oe^eKTbi; "th", "oh", "Bbi", "ohh"; 
"Bceo6iHHOcTb" BHe uejioro — sto eduucmeo so mho- 
OKecmee; b uejioM — "6e3rpaHH0CTb co3HaHMM b co3HaHMM 
"SI": "mm" — "fl", "th", "oh" — KaK CaMO, KaK "fl" 

CoScTBeHHO. 

TaK "co" — KyjibTypbi (cosHaHbe KyjibTypbi) He MonceT 
HBMTbCH 3aK0H0M, nonnmueM; opraHM3M, MexaHM3M W 
KOMnjieKC jiwuib 3M6jieMbi fljiH uejiozo; i+eAoe, B3HToe b 
npw3Me nacTeii; m 3aK0H flJin KyjibTypbi — 3aK0H 
BHe3aK0HHbiii; nonbrnca a6cTpaKTHo npeflcrraBHTb ero, KaK 
npwHMHHOcTb, oSpaTHO nocTaBJieHHyio b SecnpwHHHHbix 



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fleHHMHX (fleMCTBHHx), nepe6pacbiBaeT npwHMHy Bnepe#, 
KaK "x" ijejni; a flewcTBMH uejioro, nacTM ero, 3to — 
cpeflcTBa; aejiocoo6pa3HocTb — M#eH o ijejioai B nacTHx; 
ijejiocoo6pa3Ho opraHM30BaHHaH KOMnjieKCHocTb — 
3MSjieMa KyjibTypHbix HBJieHKii b itohhtohx HeraTMBHtrx, 
rfle u,ejib ecTb "negatio" #jih npwHMHM, "KOMruieicc" ecTb 
"negatio" apoShoctm m opraHH3M ecTb "negatio" Mexa- 
HM3Ma; ngeefi qejiecoo6pa3HocTM ik>3Htjibho He Bbipa3HTb 
"ijejioro": Hao6opoT; "uejiecoo6pa3Hoe" Bbipa3MMo npn 
noMOinn npencTaBjieHMH ijejibHOCTH, lyje m cpe^cTBa w 
uejib flaHbi b LjejioM, rfle qejib flaHa b cpe^cTBax, r^e 
cpe«CTBa jiewaT y*e b ijejiw, r%e jikhhh BpeMeHK — 

Kpyr. 

IJejib — nyHKT, hjh. eduuoe MHororo: tfe^bwocmfe; 
onpe^ejiMMa juinib b v,zaom OHa; noTOMy-TO m i^ejioe b 
npoM3BefleHbHX KyjibTypbi — x^eAecoo6pa3HOcmb 6e3 
v/eMi, (cm.: M. Kanm. KpMTHKa oiocoShocth cysKfleHMH); 
OTcyrcTBHe uejiM ecTb 3HaK, hto y qejiw ecTb ijejib; aro 
— uejioe uejm; h uejioe ijejin Bcer^a — MHflMBMflyyM. 
Onpe^ejieHMe MHflHBMflyajibHbix npo^yKTOB KyjibTypbi 

KOMIlJieKCHOCTblO, I(ejieCOo6pa3HOCTbK> M opraHMH-HOCTbK) 

mx ecTb aHajiM3 aScTpaKTHoii Mflew KyjibTypw, ee buho- 
chihwh M3 ccpepbi MexaHMKM, KOHrjioMepaTHoro Mupa 
npuHMH; m — He 6ojiee; HHflHBwayajibHocTb KyjibTypbi 

eCTb CHMBOJI Hero-TO He BCKpblTOrO B HeM n03MTHBHOM y 

PwKKepTa. 

Oh — MHflMBMflyyM, uejioe, hbho cMeuiaJi c npo- 
HBJieHbeM ero; MHflMBMflyyM, noHHTbiw KaK KOMiuieKc — 
lie HBJineTCH HaM, KaK KOHKpem; oh HaM Ran b ot- 
BjieHeHMM mcm3hm cBoeii, KaK a6cTpaKTHoe "ecmh": 
MHflMBMflyajibHocTb KyjibTypbi He ecTb MHflMBMayyM. 

IJejib — JiewMT b uejioM; KyjibTypa JieacwT b Mhah- 
BMflyyMe; MHflMBMflyajibHocTb KyjibTypbi #aHa b MMpe 



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ijejioro "cmiuieM", "jamyentyueu", Kejiecoo6pa3HOCTbK> 
BHe a6cTpaKUMM "tye/m"; Tenepb BMecTO "x" a6crrpaK- 
uym, qejiM, floJUKHbi mw noflCTaBMTb KOHKpeTHoe HenTo, 
HaM flaHHoe b onbrre: ccpepa KyjibTypbi ecTb ccpepa 
KOHKpeTHocTw; Mbi 3anpeAejibHyK> uejjb 3aMeH«eM 
OTHeTJiMBO ccpepoio BHenpeflejibHoro ontiTa^uejioro; 
flaHHoro HaM, MMManeHTHoro HaM; 3Ta ccpepa ecrb ccpepa 
TeKynero, 6ecnpwHMHHoro caMonpow3BOJibHoro aeHCTBMH; 
ecjra onMT onncaHHOM ccpepw MMeeTCH — BCKpbiT 

MHflMBWflyyM BCHKOM KyJIbTypbi: OpraHMCTMHHOCTb, 

KOMruieKCHOcTb, aejiecoo5pa3HOCTb KyjibTypHbix HBjieHHK 
pacKpbiTa b Hflpe, mjim b "yejioM" KyjibTypbi KyjibTyp. 
3Ta ccpepa flaHa MMMaHeHTHo; OHa - — b "H" co3Ha- 

HMM, KaK "H" MHflMBMflyyMa. 

CaMOnpOH3BOJIbHOCTb eCTb BHyTpeHHMM o6pa3 BO MHe, 

nopo?K,ziaiomJiM o6pa3bi: WMarwHaqMH — aeftcTBMe co- 
meopeHua o6pa30B, BbireKaiomMX b fleiicTBMHX "SI", mjim 

— b cpegcTBax pacKpbiTbcn; m bot: co-TBopeHHOCTb MJib 
o6pa3 bo MHe — moh TBapb (opraHH3M n KOMnjieKc, 
uejiecoo6pa3Ho nocTpoeHHbiMM); o6pa3bi — boo6- 
paaceHMH — 3To KyjibTypbi B KyjibType, MJib ijejibHocTM 
"H", 3aKjiK>Haiomero MHoroo6pa3MH co-ctohhmh co- 
3HaHMH (Wissen); to cooco-3HaHMe, r#e "Cooco" — 
SecnpwKMHHbie flewcTBMH — cyTb nepBOfleiiCTBJtH, 
UejibHocTH, Hepa3JioJKMMbie MwpoM aScTpaKTHoro 3HaHMH; 
to "Cooco" ecTb "Como", mjim "Selbst", o KOTopoM rjiacMT 
eme Hwauie, hto ccpepa "CaMo" — He3aBMCMMa hm ot 
Hero; "Co" — co3HaHMe npeBpamaeMo b ccpepe KyjibTypbi 
b "Cojho"; CaMO-co-3HaHMe — nyrb ot "Co" 3HaHMM 
k "Co/ho" KaK nepBMHHOMy uejioro; ecjm ccpepa KyjibTypbi 

— co3HaHbe, to ccpepa KyjibTypbi KyjibTyp — 3to ccpepa 
caMo-co-3HaHMH MHSMBMflyyMa, 



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Ilynb KyjibTypti KyjibTyp — b nyro "fl": ot "fl" 
joiMHoro (Mecra vmemm) k "fl", KaK CaMo-MHflM-BMflyyMy 
mjih mejioiviy. Ccpepa cclmo ywce HBCTBeHHO oneprajiacb b 
cpMJiococpMM Mhamh, KaK Mbi BM^eJiM, b ATMaHe: ATMaH 

— CaMo; ATMaH — - /lyx; o6wTaioiHHM b rviyoMHe nenoBeKa, 
KaK "fl" Bcero MMpa, vim, BpaxMaHa: "oh"; OTHomeHMe 
3Toro "oh" k "fl", KaK MMHpeKy, cjmTMe JfMnpeKa "fl" M 
"Ero" (BoroMMpa) b Co/uo oTKpbmaeTCH HaM b XpuCTM- 
aHCTBe, KaK "fl w. OTeu; ecTb oaho" ("fl" ec-n, "Oh", "oh" 
ecTb "h"); 3to — TeMa BapnaiiMM nocjiaHwft anocTojia 
IlaBJia; a CBH3b Bcex HMHpeKOB, cBH3b "fl", "Tbi", m "Oh" 
b Mm — fl, "fl — Mbi" — KOHKpeTHoe paacpbiBaHMe 
pMTMa KyjibTypti KyribTyp; 6ecnpeflejibHoe yrjiy6jiaHne 
3tom cBHmeHHeiiineii HOTbi — b EBaHrejniM ot MoaHHa: 
"fl OTKpwJi mmh TBoe HejioBeKaM, KOTopux Tbi flaji MHe 
ot MMpa... Hbme ypa3yMejm ohm, hto Bee, hto Tbi flaji 
MHe, ot Te6a ecTb... ohm itpmhhjim... hto fl wciueji ot 
Te6«... M Bee Moe TBoe, m TBoe Moe; n fl npocjjaBMjicn 
b hmx" (Mh 17:6, 7, 8, 10); "... fla 6yflyr Bee eflMHo, KaK 
Tw, OTHe, m fl b Te6e, vn.au m ohm 3a 6yflyr b Hac 
eflMHo... M cjiaBy, KOTopyio Tw flaji MHe, fl aaji mm: ga 
oyflyr e#jiHo, KaK Mbi e^iiHO. fl b hhx, h Tbi bo MHe... 
OTHe! KOTopbix Tbi flaa Mne, xony, hto6m TaM, rAe fl, h 
ohm 6wjim co Mhok), fla BMflHT cjiaBy Moio, KOTopyio Tbi 
flaji MHe, no-roMy hto bo3jiio6hji MeHH npejKjje ocHOBaHMH 
MMpa. OTHe npaBeflHbiM! m M«p Te6n He no3Haji; a fl 
no3Haji Te6«, m cmm no3HajiM, hto Tbi nocjiaji MeHH. M fl 

OTKpblJI MM MMH TBOe M OTKpOK), fla JIK)6oBb, KOTOpOK) 

Tbi bo3jiio6mji MeHH, b hmx 6yaeT, m fl b hmx" (Mh 17:21 

- 26). 

IJeJioe MMpa KyjibTypbi, KaK "fl" MHflHBMfly- 
aJibHocTeii b "3" MHflMBwayyMa, KaK "co"; mjim CBHseii b 
"CaMo" HaM pucyeT Mfleio caMo-co-3HaHHH "Bena" 



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npwpoflHoro, TBapHoro MMpa, njib - cTBa , KaK nejia 
mjo> YMa npoBefleHHoro b "bcko" orpoMHoro "OKa": caMo- 
co-3HaHMe "Bena", mn> uepKBH KocMMHecKoii b HBJieHHOM 
MHflMBMflyajtfaHOM "nejie", hjim b Jloroce: Hejie-BeKa scero 
Hejia-Bena; w mmh TBopMMoro MMpa — ecTb hm| niieHn: 
Hejio-Bene-CTBO. 

Jlejio KyjibTypbi — TBopeHMe "fl" HejioBeKOM Bcero 
HejioBenecTBa: b Hac MHflMBM#yyM — HejioBeK Hejio- 
Be^ecTBa: "fl OTKpbui mm hmh TBoe" — sto mmh o-ncpbiTo: 
"He fl, a Xpmctoc bo urae". IlaBeji OTKpbui sto mmh b 
caMono3HaHMK: "BHHKaw b ce6n... 3aHMMaMcH chm 

nOCTOHHHO". Ho CKa3aH0: "fl OTKpblJI MM MMH TBoe M 
OTKpOK)". BTOptlM OTKpOBeHMeM OTKpblTOro MMeHM ("SI", 

KaK XpMCTa) 6yaeT HOBoe oTKpoBeHMe Mmchm: "Mm, 
HejioBeHecTBO, — b tjejioM, b o^hom MHflMBMflyyMe: 
HejioBenecTBO, KaK "veAoeen" — OTKpoBeHbe mctopmm: 
o6Hapy3KeHMe "ST', KaK cTpoMTejibcTBO Bcee^MHoro flyxa 
CBHToro — KyjibTypbi. KyjibTypa aaHanaM npo6jieMOK> 
flyxa; ho flyx stot "SI", KaK "Como" Hejio-BenecTBa — 
eeue - cmeo ecTb BemecTBo HejioBenecTBa: meaph. 
Oco3HaHMe TBapM nejiOM, oco3HaHMe MaTepwM MMpa KaK 
nacTeM fly-xoBHoro uejioro: KaK... HepacKpbrroro "ayxa" 
nofl <p°P M0 ** 3aKOHa npMpoflbi: to — TBapb; m "oaa" b 
Hac tommtch; KyjibTypa ecTb flejio cnaceHMH MMpa; npe- 

CymeCTBJieHHe 3aK0H0B npMpOflbl (TOMHIUeflCH TBapM) B 

CBo6o^Hyio uejiocTHocTb... (b cjiaBy "demeu"), mjim — 
"v,epKoeb". 

M "i^ejioe" — TpMjKflbi OTKpbiTo; CHanajia OTKpbrro 
KaK TBapHocTb npMpoflbi; TBopeij, MJib Oreu, aro uejioe, 
B3HToe nepBonpMHMHoM 3aK0Ha to — BpaxMaH; pejiMrMM 

— MMp kocmococpmm; iTOHHTbiii KaK TeococpHH; "u,ejioe" 
nocjie otkpmto, KaK "SI" BHyrpM "fl" nejioBeKa: "CaMo" 

— b caMoco3HaHMM; 3to uejioe — "Chin", o6MTaiomMM b 



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"SI" m pojKfleHHMM HeTBapHo; 3^ecb cMepTt "nopooK- 
demui" b Hac 3aKjnoHaeTCH uejitio Been 5KM3HM TBopeHMH 
(b "Xpucme yjnupaeM," m "Mepmeocmb Mucyca mu 
hocum"); OTKpbiTwe ijejioro b "SI" — xpwcTMaHCTBo; oho 
Teoco(piiH b aHTponococpHw; "i^eAoe" b TpeTbKX 
OTKpoeTCH, KaK HejioBeK HejioBenecTBa-MHtpa, KaK 
aHTponoccxpMH kocmoco-4>mm; "H" nejioBeKa ecTb "SI" 
MHpoBoe; sflecb ATMaH (Ryx "SI"), BpaxiwaH (Mwp) cyrb 

— IJejioe: b coeflMHeHMH hobom "H" c mmpom; b BoccrraHbe 

TOMHLU.HXCH TBapeM B MMpbl HHflHBHflyyMOB — 

BocKpeceHMe b flyxe. 

Cbhtoh /lyx — KyjibTypa!... » 

IIpope3biBaHHe KyjibTypbi KyjibTyp cpeflb KyjibTyp it 
npo6jieMa KyjibTypbi, B03HMKinaH b Hac, ecTb orpoMHbiM, 
TawHCTBeHHbiii HenpoHMTaHHbiw 3HaK: pa3pbiBaHbe h 

KpM3MC C03HaHbH; BOCCTaHbe B COSHaHMe "CaMO", HJIM 

— nymb caMo-co-3uaHusi HeAoeeuecmea. 

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KyjibTypa m MHaMBHflyyiw 

Koh^hji. /JoBojibHo: nynoK 3thx Mbiejiew — ■ flHeBHMK, 
npopacTaromMM 6yAymnM b khhto; ohm He HanwcaHbi; 

KpM3MC C03HaHHH AJIMTCHJ M HeT CpHJIOCOCpMH flyxa 

CBHToro KyjibTypbi. Eme npencnojiHeHbi mm pa3fl;ejieHMM 
m 3Jio6bi; He HaiifleHo "Upjioe" mjik "Cojho" Haniwx "sen"; 
eme Kynoji "Hejia" He nocrpoeH. 

IIocTpoeHo 3flaHne flopHaxa, flOJtweHCTByiomee b 

apXMTeKTOHMKe MOIUHblX HaCTeM CMMBOJIMHeCKM BMHBMTb 

"HeAo" BeKa; oho — "Hejioeen" HejioBenecTBa: "i^ejioe", 
co6npaiouiee Kpyr jnofleM, mcxoajhuhx H3 cTapofi Kyjib- 
Typbi k KyjibType KyjibTyp. H ynacTBOBaji HeKorga b 

COOpyjKeHMM 3flaHMH; IIOMHK) TOT TpeneT, KOTOpblX 



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oxBaTMBaji Hac, Kor^a mm, c MOJioTKaMH, Ha maTKMX 
jiecax, nofl orpoMHeiiuiMM KynojioM, mjim "HejioM" 
HejioBeKa, cKpjmejiM craMecKaMM, BbiceKaa Ha — "cmee", 
hjih flepeBe, jimhhh, mjim — KaHOHbi co3HaTejibHow 

HCH3HW, H nOMHK) "JOnumep" KJieHOBMW, pe3H0H 

apxwTpaB, Has kojiohhoio, nocBHiueHHoJi TOnMTepy, 
MyspocTM; noMHio: b neTBepr, turn b jem., nocBHmeHHbiii 
lOnnTepy, MyapocTM, Ach m h, — mm KOHHajiw pe3b6y; 
Tpw nocjieflHMX urrpwxa Ha KDrniTepe iiomhio; cTaMecxa 
moh flOBep-iimjia paSory Bcex JieTHwx Heflejib; MHe flaHo 
6wjio cnacTbe okohmmtb K)roiTep; ot jihhmm cpe3a 
nocjiea-HMX KjieHOBbix jimctkob (jienecTKOB flepeBHHHMx), 
Ka3ajiocb, 3aBMcejm cyAb6bi totobjimoh MyspocTM b Mupe 
coaHaHbH MoeM; nofl craMecKotf ynajin Tpw menoHKw: 

— Ex Deo nascimur — pa3 

— Ih Chrictu morimur — flBa 

— Reviviscimus! — Tpw. 
IloflHHJi h mojiotok, HTo6bi y/japwTb eme; m — 

3a^yMajicH: ctomt jih? 

BApyr Bee noMepKjio; nofl KynojioM ajieKTpwnecTBO 
noracMJm: to — 3HaK, hto — totobo; m — BcnbixHyjnt 
CBeTOHH cHOBa; vi r o6epHyjica; a TaM, r^e CBH3ajiMCb 
flBa Kynojia, 3HrjiepT, CTpowTejib, MHe caejiaji npMBeT- 
cTBeHHbift 3HaK; Mofi nocJieflHMM yflap 6biji noaneflHMM 
y^apoM nofl KynojioM MoaHHOBa 3flaHMH. C rpycTbio 
cnycKajicH c jiecoB, co3HaBa«, hto ecjiM b rpwymeM 

yBHJKy H CpOpMbI "KCLHOHOe C03HameJlbHOU 0KU3HU", 

to — cHM3y; m bciiomhio: "Korfla-To paGoTaji h TaM — 

BblCOKO-BblCOKO". 

Tpw nocJie^HMX y#apa — w Tpw jienecTKa 6mjiw chh- 
Tbi; KaK ijejioe. IIomhio, 3aflanro flo 3Toro mm co6Hpajincb 
flJiH paGoTbi; CMOTpeji h, KaK HlreHHep, pa6oTaH Majioii 
cTaMecKOM, HeKaHMT KaKyro-To KarraTejibHyio cpopMy; 



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Bflpyr BM»cy: o^mh jienecTOK flepeBHHHbiM pacrjBeji noa 
cTaMecKoii, apyroH; m bot TpeTMii; tpmjimcthmk 0Tpe3aH; 
r B3aporHyji; MHe hto-to HanoMHMJio... 

— "JIlOOOBb, KOTOpOK) TbI B03^K)6HJI MeHfl" — pa3... 

— "B hmx 6yneT" — flBa... 

— "HhB HMX" — TpM... 

Pa3pyuiMJiocb "Hejio" pa3pyuiHMoro "eeita" bo MHe: 
h xoflMJi yMMparoiipiH, nyTb 3aMbirmiHH ot ^opHaxa; 
noMHio, b nocjiexiHwii mom Benep yp.apHJicn a mohm 

"BeTXMM HejIOM" O 6peBHO B03BOflMMOrO 3flaHMH', 3T0T 

yflap ecTb nocjieflHHH naMHTb o ^opnaxe; MHe noica- 

3aJI0Cb, HTO H "6e3rOJIOBMM". 

yBbi — "6e3rojioBo" noexaJt h npoHb ot "po,n;MMoro" 
sflaHHH, B3HBUIH Ha naMHTb nepenMny c BepuiMHbi 
JIa3ypHoro Kynojia; cbom ^eMOflaH Ha rparome HopBerwM 
c HtBeuMeM h noTepnji; m — noTepHH KyconeK JIa3ypHoro 
Kynojia mhoio. 

IIoTepHHa MyapocTb moh: 5e3roJioco cMHcy, BcnoMMHaa 
o nponuioM, o... TpyflHOM pa6oTe; h — rrjieHHoe Te.no, 
noKopHoe CMepTM; "caMo" OTJieTejio — Kyaa? Tfle mom 
"Kynoji"? r«e MyapocTb "KtaMTepa"? Tfle moh JKM3Hb, 
moh Ach? A rfle mom y^wxejib? Bee othhto... Bee TOjibKo 
npouijioe... CMpaa, rpycTHaa MCM3Hb: TojibKO — npouuioe 
jkmbo bo MHe: Moe npoiHJioe — b ^opHaxe. 
Ich bin aus Gott wie alles Sein geboren, 
Ich geh im Gott mit alien Mein zu sterben. 
Ich kehre heim o Gott, als dein zu leben. 
Erst wurde sus deinen Ich geboren, 
Dann gait es dies Gegebne zu erwerben, 
Dir als ein Du es Brust an Brust zu haben 
Da vvollts Stolr es mitter drin werderben, 
Una es ward dir, und du warst ihm verboren. 



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Bis cass da ubermachtig mich beschworen! 
Da ward ish dir zum andermal geboren: 
Denn ich verstand zum arstenigab? 

zu sterben, 
Denn isch empland zum erstanmal zu leben 
Christian Morgens ^ 



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OKTaSpi.: yace xojioaho. BeTep 3a oKHaMw: Sy^eT 3HMa; 
6y^yT bhobb yMwpaTb 6e3 Tenjia k 6e3 "xjie6a Hacym- 
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